04 July 2013

Notes - irony / Grandma 19 draft completed / worded out


         You have rain just as predicted. Carol is talking to Mary Lou on the phone and you are out of the bath with your joints and lower back feeling better after the warm soaking. You have been looking over some of your readers' addresses, that is, their cities, and rather enjoy knowing a few of the same pop in once in a while. - Amorella

         Readers, new and old, are guests in my head whenever they wish. I am curious every once in a while about what they might think about this Great Merlyn's Ghost, Volume 1, but I feel that as 'friends of a sort' they would send me a note whenever they feel I have stepped over reality's edge.

         That's funny, orndorff. You are once-in-a-while concerned about your own sanity but not the sanity of others in the world. - Amorella

         It doesn't come up often, but no I don't think about anyone else's sanity when I have my own to be concerned about. The words I write are the keel that keeps me sailing upright, but "be moderate in all things" rings a bell to a safe harbor. I am man and mast but in here I sail in heartansoulanmind waters. The shore holds a beacon that lights, "know thyself," on the inner skull, and thus I attempt always to follow Socrates' guiding steps first. I'm sure this reads of silliness but my thoughts are my own and I am allowed to freely express them in this region of the world. - rho

         You sign the paragraph with a signature for self-emphasis no doubt. - Amorella

         1051 hours. Alas, the signature adds to the silliness. But it is true sometimes I feel my own words need my own stamp. This is a form of arrogance, (no doubt).

         It is a stamp of your humanity and honesty, boy. In all book and blog you fear losing your privacy most. Irony, huh? - Amorella

         A bolt of irony with a dark rumble of humor; that is what this is.

         Post, orndorff and title this first heady selection: "irony". - Amorella


         1629 hours. I have completed Grandma's Story 19.

         Add and post. - Amorella

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Grandma.19 ©2013, rho, draft for GMG,Vol.1
             
            “Greetings. I mean you no harm. My name is Criterios. I am from Athens to attend the festival at Santiago de Compostela. Are you of the Roman Church?"

            Renaldo opened his eyes from a night's rest in the woods. He stood and replied, “ I am a monk also traveling to the Way of Saint James. The brother of our Christ has his bones revered the site.”

            Upon seeing his books on a nearby stump Criterios politely asked, "What are your talents?"

           “I have worked setting and leading blue stained glass into several Church windows. I have also carved simple oak crosses.”

           Criterios responded in surprise, “With your books I assumed you were a scholar?

           Renaldo momentarily stared into the glowing embers somberly and uttered, "People in this country hold their philosophies private."

           Criterios pointed to Renaldo's two leather bound books, smiled broadly and stated, “You are a student of the world like myself. I am learned also. I see you have Aristotle.”

           Renaldo returned the smile, “I always have my two friends Aristotle and Pythagoras with me.” He paused, "But say, though your clothes define you otherwise, I see you have woman's eyes and smile. You say you are Greek, how so are you here?"

          “My honest name is Criteria. I am disguised as a man for my own protection. In this clothing I appeared manly enough. I was schooled in the philosophies in Athens."

          Gleaning, he commented quietly, "Clever enough," and continued his observation.  She has brown eyebrows, a solid nose, slender, distinct cheekbones, and a sharp angular chin. She could easily pass for a Frank. Her body appears adolescent male and her cleverness shows her as student of the world.

           "Our family is well known, thus I travel under the name Criterios.”

            Renaldo’s simple smile followed with a simple question, “Whose family are you?”

            “I am Ostrogoth and converted to Arian Christianity. On his mother's side father is a cousin with Pepin and his son Charles. My great grandfather was a trader with the Romans. My family is wealthy. Father wanted another son but got me instead.”

            “Ostrogoth,” he said in surprise. “I am Visigoth. So many members of my family have died of natural causes we thought it a curse for my father to have supported the Aryanism among the Visigoths. I decided to become a priest in the Roman Church to relieve the family of the curse.”

            Criteria stopped. “Here we are on the same path, heading to the bones of St. James the Elder, the brother of Jesus.”

            He stood still in the moment. “You think like my grandfather and father. Since Jesus had a brother, he must have been a man like any other. A great and good man, but a man.”

           "We need to get on our way to the Way of St. James Festival in Santiago de Compostela."

            The two quietly continued for two miles on the open and nearly empty road towards the city that sits on the west coast of northern Spain. She studied Renaldo along the way

            The man has a Roman nose, thinks Criteria, and bushy thick black eyebrows to counter the goatee on his chin. His head of brunet hair and high Frankish brow fits with the eyes of artistic intelligence.  I wonder on the difference between his heart and his reason. The face is rounder than first appears, and that right eye squints thinner than the left yet he has a warrior's face not that of an acetic.

            For the first time since he could remember, his books became secondary. This woman is real and like myself, he thought and said, "How long will you be in Santiago?”

            "When we arrive at Santiago de Compostela in Galicia where the Apostle, Saint James the Greater is said to be buried my pilgrimage will be completed. From Santiago I will travel east to the fishing village of Morus where I will be leaving by boat for Rome. If we find we are compatible would you like to escort me to Rome?

            Grandma formed a tidy little smirk on those precious lips of hers. Her eyes lit a flash of love that quickly formed between Criteria and Renaldo. Grandma mused.


In here are woven four divisions in one
The Dead, a Present, a Past, and a Future are spun.
One by one through Chapter Twenty-one to deliver
A slow march of freed words from across the River.

Words delivered by Ferryboat Captain, Leo Lamar
From the Dead of humanity tilting the Living ajar.
Filtering through humankind like a somber dew
Through a body of friendship, is Grandma to you.

From smiling Grandma's white teeth and black gums
Merlyn's mind in a Future this way comes.

787 words

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         2052 hours. We are already hearing some fireworks here and about. Some are north on the north bank of Muddy Creek at St. Susanna Parish and School. As it is still light individuals are doing the honors. Carol has been watching the festivities in Washington. In our younger days we went to a couple of the fireworks displays at Washington's Monument and one or two of the lighting of the Christmas tree at the Capitol also. Carol and I had fun times in and about Washington from 1966 to 1969 as her family returned from Saigon; then from 1972 to 1976 when her parents and sisters were living there. From '69 to '72 they were stationed at the American Embassy in Delhi while we were in Sao Paulo working at Escola Graduada de Sao Paulo (the private American Graded School).

         I am ready to go to bed early, and will unless Carol says she wants to go see the fireworks at King's Island amusements. They have fireworks every night at ten during the summer season if weather permits. Presently it is not raining but we have had more than an inch today and the heavy rains are supposed to hit us during the night and tomorrow. We'll see.

         You are mostly worded out this evening, boy. In here no one has to listen in any case. Later, dude. Post. - Amorella

03 July 2013

Notes - Spooky and Jadah / makes sense / working Grandma 19


        Just after noon, local time. You were out taking dead wood out of honeysuckle bushes and generally trimming in the area next to Lewis' driveway (where several trees were recently taken down. Air Authority is here for a cyclical maintenance on the central air conditioning unit inside and out. The heat and humidity are rapidly building for the day.

         1207 hours. Next week the city will be around to grind the tree and bush trimmings. I have more to do, but morning is the best time. We have been playing with our shorthair cats, Jadah and Spooky. We do miss Ellie even though she can be a pill to live with. J and S do play from time to time, mostly chase. Even though S chases J once she catches J she is immediately submissive. Spooky is in an adolescent stage and fun to watch because of her. Here are both at the top of the steps. I used the iPhone with flash to capture Spooky's yellow eyes but it turns out, at least in here, Jadah has yellow eyes also. In the natural light Jadah's eyes are jade green. The photo makes them both look spooky. 

Spooky and Jadah

         You have a lack of experience too, boy. Your seemingly lifetime of notes show it. Very amusing. - Amorella

         This is probably because, most of life, I thought I was from someplace else. I don't know why but I did. Then when I had my DNA done I was brought to the reality that I am just like everyone else. This was very good to know because it never seemed like I was really supposed to be here.

         This stems from all those childhood stories about how you weren't supposed to live, as you were so small at birth and then lost weight, but you pulled through and nobody knew why. That's the way the stories were. They were happy you did, of course, but that was always a family question usually followed with, "You shouldn't be here, but are." The tone was always detached and reflective at the same time. No one suggested in the stories that you were a 'miracle baby' like people sometimes do, and that was all right as far as you were/are concerned. Don't you think that might be the reason, boy? - Amorella

         1224 hours. That does make sense. At least it's a better rationalization than I could come up with.

         You have chores to do. Post. - Amorella


         2217 hours. I have been working on Grandma 19 for about two hours straight and am enjoying every minute. I am stopping for the night but should be able to finish this in the morning.

         You had errands and chores concluding with half of a large Papa John pizza for supper as you watched the news then the first of the new "Rizzoli and Isles" shows for the summer season. Post. - Amorella

02 July 2013

Notes - message received / C and R waiting / raw re-draft for Grandma 19


        Mid-morning. You are back from filling up the storage container with two gallons of gas and are awaiting a dryer grass to mow though presently it appears that it might rain again. - Amorella


        1017 hours. There is a fifty percent chance of rain today according to some weather authorities. We had good rains last night and vegetation is growing gangbusters, like we are still in May. The August issue of Car and Driver puts the Ford and Accord plug-ins against one another and the Ford wins. The actual mileage on a C/D 500 mile trip is 41 for the Ford and 42 for the Honda with the Ford way out front with "fun to drive". It makes me re-think the Camry standard hybrid, which appears is going to be far cheaper than the standard hybrids for both Ford and Honda. I don't like investing in unknowns and that brings up your latest conjecturing in reference to the soul in yesterday's blog.

         I don't see the importance of the soul in the books. I like the concept and that may be the problem. Just because I like something doesn't mean it is going to be good for the story. What would the soul need a 'backbone of humanity' for? Is this an evolutionary theoretical? I can't see a real purpose for the story. I have added enough already to weaken the whole structure. In some ways the blog and Merlyn books are just vehicles for putting thoughts down like chess pieces, it is a game to pass the time. There is nothing wrong with this as far as I can see, but the expensive energy to put up such a facade is rather silly when it serves as a general container for thoughts displaced from mind to letters.

       Message received, orndorff. You needed to put this down for the record. Post. - Amorella


         1808 hours. I mowed most of the yard (except hills which Carol mowed). We split a Subway turkey and ham for lunch and I did my exercises both yesterday and today. The shoulder is feeling much better but still not up to par. I wasted the afternoon reading "Car and Driver" and wondering about what kind of car we really need -- economically, practically and for comfortable on both short and longer trips. The Camry Hybrid is looking more reasonable at present. This car business is a fun waste of energy. I will eventually use all this research and consideration (as will Carol).

         Criteria and Renaldo are waiting for the pleasure of your company sometime this evening. Later, dude. Post. - Amorella


         2156 hours. We watched two shows, last night's "King and Maxwell" and "Major Crimes", then, I watched "Under the Dome". Why don't they write to one another since the dome is transparent? They have more than enough characters to switch and bait at the conclusion of each episode. This is what they appear to be doing. What else is new?

         Let's go to Grandma 19 and see what happens. - Amorella

         2233 hours. I have slashed words with only a notions of what to do with the 754, but here they are as raw data for rebuilding Grandma 19.

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Grandma 19 (a basic re-draft)

            Renaldo opened his eyes to see a squirt of fire left.

            “Hello, I mean you no harm. “My name is Criteria. I am from Athens to attend the festival at Santiago de Compostela.

            Renaldo replies, “An unusual name. I am Renaldo a student also traveling to the Way of Saint James. The brother of our Christ has his bones revered at such a site.”

Criteria glanced, "Are you an artistic priest?"

“I have worked leading and setting blue stained glass into several Church windows. I have also carved simple oak crosses.”

“Do you travel this road to escape Fate?” say I.

Renaldo stared into the flames. People in this country hold their philosophies private.

Criteria smiled broadly. “You are a student,” and pointed to his two leather bound books. “I am learned also.”

“That I am," Renaldo smiled, “at Toledo. I have with me Aristotle and Pythagoras.”

“I know them both.”

“I have thought on those words myself,” replied Renaldo.

“How can you belong to yourself and not belong to yourself at the same time?” responded Criteria.

“You are a woman,” stated Renaldo bluntly. “How could you read? How are you here?” He said, “You are Greek.”

“I was schooled in the philosophies.

Renaldo asked, “What is in that leather pouch that is belted at your waist?”

Criteria motioned to sit. She opened the pouch and pulled out a human skull. “I carry this to remind me of what I will be one day.”

“Are you truly a woman?”

“Are you truly a man?”

Criteria said, “We need to get on our way.”

            The two quietly continued for two miles on the open and nearly empty road towards the city of Santiago de Compostela on the west coast of northern Spain.

She could pass for a Frank rather than a Greek. He said, “I have heard stories the Dead walk this way every night.”

            “I too. That is the reason I crept in and curled up by your fire. I am afraid of the Dead.”

            “If I see one of the Dead I will bless him. Only tormented spirits would walk this road.”

            How did you come to be here from as far away as Athens?”

            Criteria laughed for the first time, “I sail. I would rather walk at my own pace than ride a horse.

            Renaldo’s quiet, simple smile returned. “What is the reputation?”

            “I am Ostrogoth, converted to Arian Christianity. My uncle is Theodoric. Father wanted another son but got me instead. I am a better son than any of my younger brothers.”

            “Ostrogoth,” he said in surprise. “I am Visigoth.

            Criteria stopped. “Here we are on the same path, heading to the bones of St. James the Elder, the brother of Jesus.”

For the first time since he could remember, his books became secondary. This woman is real, he thought. 

            Later that evening they found an inn in which to eat and stay. Two men for a room as far as the innkeeper knew.

            Morning rose late and so did they. “We have to sell the horse,” said Criteria.

            “What church will you donate the money to?” asked Renaldo.

            “The church of two pilgrims.”

            “Where is that?” he asked.

            “In Rome,” she replied.

            Renaldo stood dumbfounded. “Rome?”

            “I am leaving for Rome by boat. You are coming with me to deliver the money.”
           
            Criteria said “Up on the horse,” she said. “We travel together to Rome. I will pay your way home if you wish to return. You are a student of books. You need to be a student of the world. How much better then will you receive your flock.”

            He climbed on the back of the horse. “I forgot my books,” he said, “I have never forgotten my books in my life.”

            “I have them in a leather bag,” replied Criteria. “Let’s sell this horse, and be gone to Rome.” Then Greece, she thought, but decided he could hear that later.

*
            Criteria and Renaldo stopped first in Marseilles.

So together it comes three divisions in one
Today, a Past, and a Future is spun;
One by one through Chapter Twenty-one to deliver
A slow march of freed words from across the River.

Words delivered by Ferryboat Captain, Leo Lamar
From the dead of humanity tilting the Living ajar;
Filtering through humankind like a somber dew

Through a body of friendship, from Grandma to you,
From smiling Grandma's white teeth and black gums
Merlyn’s mind in a Future this way comes.

[754 words to re-begin with from the original 6817 words]

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         This will be a different story orndorff. You had little choice but to delete. This is much easier for us to re-work. Post. - Amorella

01 July 2013

Notes - the humanization of the soul / "soul-felt" described / nothing is free


         1048 hours. This is another reminder of my first historical military hero, Julius Caesar at 31 days. Nephew Augustus had to have 31 days also. At least Julius is first. Lower back fits this morning. The hot bath remedy isn't doing so well, but by noon this should be better, if not, a pill may help. Mostly the whole thing is a pain slightly above the butt. Such is life. Shoot, if I didn't have arthritis I would hardly know I had any joints at all.

         That's a better point than you think, boy. Stick with the humor. - Amorella

         The yearly transition of the body is like the lifetime transition of the soul. Is that what you mean?

         That will do for now. Bold and underline that point. - Amorella

         Does this mean the development of the soul is a concluding focus in these last three chapters?

         In an esoteric fashion the physical body becomes the heart of the soul, i.e. the soul has to earn a backbone in these books. - Amorella

         This is a stretch.

         That's the point, boy. Self-instruction is the point by which these Merlyn books are seen written. Post. - Amorella


         1059 hours. This took a few minutes as I was looking at recent email but this concept would make a good children's book - How the Soul Builds a Backbone. I like it because for a change it takes the human factor out of the limelight.


         You are missing the point, orndorff. It is how the soul becomes humanized (at least in these books and blog). Post. -Amorella


          2115 hours. Makeshift supper, half a peanut butter and raisins on a piece of wheat bread and chips, pretty much for both of us after a late good lunch at Chipotle/Panera. We watched the news and the latest "Inspector Lewis" on Masterpiece Mystery (PBS) from last night. These are great modern police stories in the wonderful setting of Oxford/Oxfordshire, England. The original stories were "Inspector Morse". Robbie Lewis was Morse's assistant in those police adventures. I think we have seen them all, most more than once. The television episodes are based on detective novels written by Colin Dexter. One of my favorite places in England is Christ's Church, Oxford.


         You are having trouble explaining the famous 400 year old tree behind the college that was an inspiration to Lewis Carroll and J. R. R. Tolkien. It has also been an inspiration to yourself. - Amorella

         2201 hours. I sorted back to the second post Amorella and I wrote for this blog. I am still as excited about the scene as I was then and as I was when I saw it in person in 2007.

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16 AUGUST 2009




Amorella here. I chose this picture because it has a special meaning for orndorff. Notice how the tree limbs grow into one another. The scholarly guide with the hat is explaining that this tree that sets in the semi-private garden behind Christ’s Church, Oxford inspired two one time Oxford writers, Charles Lutwidge Dodgson and John Ronald Reuel Tolkien. Richard immediately thought upon seeing the limbs strange growths – “Quantum Mechanics. Wow.”

It’s true, Amorella, I did. I thought of Lewis Carroll and Alice Through the Looking Glass, and What Alice Found There and here we are. I am touching the bark of this tree. I am also inspired, but not to write. I am inspired to think on the secret wonders of nature and the secret wonders of the mind. Then, at that moment, I realized the wonders of both are one in the same.

After hearing that this particular tree also inspired J.J.R. Tolkien to write of the trees in Middle Earth I realized how much I also love trees, particularly this tree in the semi-private garden behind Christ’s Church. The scholarly guide had called it, “The Jabberwocky Tree,” but I like to call it, "The Thinking It Out Tree."

From: encountersinmind, 16 August 2009

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          You should not be surprised that your excitement of that moment has stayed over the years. When you touched the bark of the tree it touched your soul, boy. It would not have been the same if it touched your heartanmind. You can discern the difference can you not? - Amorella

          Yes, I can. I cannot however describe how this is other than it is a kind of "understanding-a-truth-in-one's-self".

           If it were your heart that the bark had touched you would have had fluctuations in your excitement; a waxing/waning moon-cycle of excitement between 2007 and 2013. If it were your mind the bark had touched you would have been more inclined to have had a more detached and objective attitude; i.e. you would have first found it "an interesting moment'. - Amorella

           I better understand. I could not have put this in words, Amorella. What a help you are. I cannot imagine how to thank you for opening myself to the whole of heartansoulanmind. How silly this must appear to a reader. [It is for me an internal understanding beyond words but Amorella helps me show this through words. It is a wonderful moment in itself]. - rho

           You pay for this in your transparency, boy. Nothing is free. Post. - Amorella