09 December 2013

Notes - (final) Dead 7 / a point or two or six / (final) Brothers 7

         Mid-afternoon. You have completed the ‘final’ draft of Dead Seven and feel unwound and wonder: is what Merlyn says, ‘a rebellion from within’? Such is your humor. Drop it in for the fun. Then let it be and go run Carol’s errand. Post. - Amorella

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The Dead 7 ©2013 rho, (final) GMG.One

         Merlyn stands by the chair rock in his sanctuary and turning to his west, looks through the heather and between oak and birch to the cold river water. He conjures lifelong memories of fishing from such rivers. I see exciting flashes of great catches of salmon, trout, northern pike and arctic charr. The size, shape and colors of the many fish quickly slide away. They are but bait for memories grab at those many daydreams while on those fishing days. Youthfully fantasies stirred my body's male nature through lonely and sometime surreal surroundings hot kettled in my budding druidic heartanmind. What be the name that is alphabetized first, Vivian. We are such human creatures of familiar habits -- toys we are to one another whether in embrace or no. Such souls as we dance within our heartsanminds so close we are that might we share sanctuaries unknown to one another, especially in such a place as this bridge from deadanliving to the living.

         The billiard table rises. Merlyn stares at the grouped balls near the side rail. The yellow one sets to the left of the orange striped thirteen and the purple striped twelve ball. To the right of the striped are three solids, the blue two, green six and maroon seven. What is the meaning of how these balls lay, he wonders. Am I like the ancient Greek prognosticator stirring recent entrails of intention within romance or an astrologer looking at the alignment of billiard balls rather than the cognation behind this illusionary table. Yet what am I to see would be reflected as a vision by any other name but my own. I have heard, “No visions here, boy,” more than once.

         "You are captivated by my presence, Merlyn," said Vivian in a modest though clearly suggestive voice."

         She faces me within this intimate in heart interval. Alone. Yet my tongueless tongue freezes.

         "Which of these vividly hued balls would you have me be, Merlyn, when I am myself the table on which you dress your endearing and passionate contemplations?  No need of cue stick or billiard balls to roll in me, my dear man," winked the shrewd foxy-tailed apparition, this Vivien, this Druidess pre-fixed in Druid.

         'My dear man,' those were the last words Vivian said. I had heard those last words with living ears. Merlyn sensed his ghostly ears grow into more than imaginary substance.

         "This is not so, Merlyn," whispered a voice of consciousness. His ears increased and he felt his facial muscles seemingly materialize from spirit. Merlyn looked left towards his privacy hut realizing what he had known since death, there are no mirrors. The Dead reflect only through the closest of friends. Even among the Living I cannot be seen nor can I see myself other than by fanciful contemplation. I feel my physical body grown but I have no proof. I have no witness.

         Vivien press her warm lips lightly against the flesh of his right ear and whispered seductively, "We are attached souls, married as a blacksmith’s steel blade."

         Merlyn carefully turned his head away from his natural abode and composed his tongue to say, "How do you mean these words?" The wonder roared through his mind and heart as his body appeared to ice, 'She has me still in an enchantment.'

         "Our souls are twinned not intertwined. You used to say our love was but a thread entwined many times over, solidified by experience and memory, but you were wrong though the word 'entwined' was partially correct." Vivian gave another quick press of her warm moist lips on his now equally warm ear. "I am but thy soul's sister in the gift of love's giving.”
         I evaporate from ice to a spiritual air alone, eyed Merlyn. I, the once master, am taught a lesson by my once student. Vivian exists with-on-me, with-beside-me, but not within the completed soul. Rings we are in a timeless chain. The spiritual passageways are macro-webbed tunnels. For what uses was this is in secret told. It would seem to make no difference among we the Dead, but among the Living such a twinning of spidery macro-soul grooms tighter, and ever so insect-like around the world. Such invisible intent cannot be known in physics but among the starlight in souls it is as far spread and resolute as gravity. The Living have mistook this structural Apparatus-of-Soul more than once for Meaning, for a Noun Grammatical rather than a Grammatical Conditional.

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        I must re-read this later for better comprehension and imaginary intent. (1416)


            1546 hours. In here do we have a macro-soul and a micro-soul? 

         They are one in the same – physics does not exist. Souls have the same dimension and weight, boy, zero. - Amorella

         Doug just sent me  Skye Weather AOL photographs of snowflakes.

         Good. Drop them in. – Amorella

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You've Never Seen a Snowflake in This Much Detail

Photographer Alexey Kljatov has captured a breathtaking collection magnified flakes

1.(Alexey Kljatov/AccuWeather)

Monday, Dec. 9, 2013


As the saying goes, no two snowflakes are exactly alike. Russian photographer Alexey Kljatov's collection of high-resolution magnified flakes makes this widely-held belief more convincing.
The Moscow-based photographer captured dozens of structurally diverse snowflakes, showcasing the complexity of each one against a dull backdrop.
2.(Alexey Kljatov/AccuWeather)
3.(Alexey Kljatov/AccuWeather)


"This year I planned to save current temperature and relative humidity, taken from weather sites with all shooting sessions, but previously I [didn't] do that."
Shooting at a variety of different conditions is critical to Kljatov's work, as snowflakes form into different shapes depending on temperature and humidity at the time of their formation.
"Snowflakes are merely ice crystals whose shape are determined by the organization the water molecules are in when they freeze," according to AccuWeather.com Meteorologist Erik Pindrock.


4.(Alexey Kljatov/AccuWeather)


 5.(Alexey Kljatov/AccuWeather)
"Temperature can greatly influence them," Pindrock said.
According to Kenneth G. Libbrecht, professor of physics at the California Institute of Technology, "snow crystals tend to form simpler shapes when the humidity (supersaturation) is low, while more complex shapes at higher humidities."
Dendrites, the common six-armed shape, form at temperatures between 3 and 10 degrees Fahrenheit.
Hollow columns form at 14 to 21 F and needles form at 21 to 25 F.


6.(Alexey Kljatov/AccuWeather)
"It is even possible for a single snowflakes to be a combination of shapes as it moves into different temperatures within a cloud," Pindrock said. "But with so many variables to influence a single snowflake's design and shape, it is highly unlikely that two large snowflakes would turn out exactly the same."
Slightly modified with numbers added; From – Skye Weather AOL dot com
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         For the sake of discussion, let’s say any one of the above six snowflake shapes may be a Soul’s shape. – Amorella
         Okay.
         Have it spin. – Amorella
         Where does it get its energy to spin?
         Where does it get its energy to exist? – Amorella
         In here, why does metaphysics exist?
         It exists only because physics exists. – Amorella
         Which came first?
         Both exist relative to each other at once, boy. That’s the way it reads in these fictions. – Amorella
         Okay, back to the ‘representative for discussion’ photographs – can a spinning soul tangle with another spinning soul?
         That’s what the six points are for. Possible/plausible entanglement. – Amorella
         1637 hours. I’ll have to think on this.
         Please do. Post. – Amorella
         1652 hours. This has taken much more time than it looks.
         What are you talking about? The time it has taken for a person to exist and live to be able to take such a photograph? – Amorella
         I wasn’t, but I see your point. Good one, Amorella.
         Later, dude. - Amorella

          2158 hours. After Papa John's pizza for supper and a couple TV shows I completed Brothers 7.

          Add and post. - Amorella
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The Brothers 7 ©2013,rho,GMG.One

            The next day while at Robert and Connie's dining room, the brothers sauntered out of the kitchen into the dining room to rid themselves from their wives chatter on the seemingly consistent recipes for roast beef and gravy as well as graham cracker pie, essentially the same recipes from their grandparents' time. Each recipe began: "This is a family recipe. Do Not Share. "
“Good brownies,” stated Robert as the stood by the dining room table nibbling the freshly baked goodies on the plate.
            “Yeah, this is my third one.”
            “I agree. Connie makes the best brownies.”
            “No question on that, but Cyndi Bleacher makes the best chocolate chip cookies,” smiled Richard.
            “Your wife makes one hell of a cookie. I agree,” replied Robert who continued sipping his half a glass of skim milk while noticing Richard had finished. "I'm working a new poem," he paused, "on blacksmithing – welding  really."
            "You haven't used that as a subject before."
            "You're right."
            "So, why now?"
            "I was thinking about how it was on Uncle Doc and Auntie's farm when we were kids. Their neighbor was a smithy when he needed to be. I remember he came over and welded the plow more than once. The arc, the welding light, was the brightest thing I had ever seen.
            "We were told to never look directly at it."
            "I only did once. Never forgotten." Robert paused, "so I need to shade the flash memory in ink."
            “You've got the welding imagery, said Richard, “I've been thinking about the mausoleum as a poetic theme."
            "I go for the bright light and you for stained glass," laughed Robert.
            Richard queried, “What about the stained glass?”
            “What about it?”
            “I like the symbolism.”
            “I do too, my interest peaked with the three women and subsided with the angels having green wings.”
            Richard laughed, “The artist’s ladies were waiting for the resurrection and it already had taken place.”
            “You know,” said Robert. “I never got that. Why were they going to the tomb if they had any sense that he wasn’t going to be there?”
            “I suppose they were checking just like we did at the mausoleum.
            “True enough,” laughed Richard. “True enough.”
            Cyndi walked in from the kitchen first, "What you are boys talking about?"
            "The stained glass in the mausoleum," said Robert, "the angels with green wings."
            Richard quickly followed, "I like the symbolism of a resurrection that had already happened."
            "Why are you two dyed-in-the-wool agnostics talking about angels?" responded Cyndi, "especially you Richard?"
            "Yah, Dickie?" drawled Robert.
            Connie’s voice came from the kitchen, "What are you two arguing about?" Walking in, Connie gave Robert an annoying look for the mock impoliteness, directed at his brother. She quickly smiled and gave Richard a peck on the cheek, "I think 'Dickie' is endearing. Your grandmother enunciated it with great affection."
            "Grandma shouted ‘Dick-kee’ like she was calling the hogs. 'Dick-kie, where are you Dick-kie?" mimicked Richard. They all laughed as Robert ended shaking his head in mock embarrassment.
            "Grandma was a farm girl, no question about it," said Richard clearly and with a large grin. "I loved my grandparents."
            "Our grandparents," added Robert.
"We thought of them as our grandparents too," commented Connie and Cyndi in a common voice.
Connie continued, "You know all of our grandparents played bridge together long before we were ever thought about."
"True," added Richard, "during the depression they made up their own entertainment."
"The four grandmothers shared family recipes only written for family . . ." noted Cyndi.
"Like they were already family," added Connie.           
Robert raised his right eyebrow, "That sounds a little, uh, sexual."
Richard laughed, "Maybe they had secret love fests." Both brothers laughed as Connie and Cyndi left the room in a huff of disgust. "What did we do, open up a can of worms?" said Richard with a shrug.
Robert started laughing, Richard followed. One murmured, "We are two sick humored souls," and returned focus on the taste and texture of those made from scratch caramel and dark chocolate brownies. 
Back in the kitchen Connie looked at Cyndi, “Surely there wouldn’t have been any fooling around back in those days. Riverton was a quiet little village back then, a quiet peaceful village.


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08 December 2013

Notes - Happy Birthday, Sandy! / accountability

         Late afternoon. You are sitting at McD’s on Mason-Montgomery Road. Carol is on page 17 of Harlen Coben’s Stay Close. You just wished Sandy Justice (your oldest friend who is a girl) a Happy Birthday. Somewhere in this blog is a photo of her and you in the fourth grade class, shot at Minerva Park Elementary School on Cleveland Avenue in the Westerville School District. Old mutual friend, John Douglas Goss, is also in the photo. There is also a photo of you and Sandy on your last breakfast date in 2010 (Bob Evans, Westerville), the weekend of your Fiftieth High School Reunion. You have only good thoughts and memories when it comes to Sandy. You feel blessed that you have a few very good old friends in life. – Amorella

         1627 hours. I do.

         Good. Post. – Amorella

         2118 hours. Not much on my mind but old friends. Growing older is an adventure but is like being Santa Claus in a way. All the memories are presents for one’s self and being older you become the bag or you carry the bag. I carry the bag lightly. I told Sandy that we don’t grow old until we are 91, until then we are in middle age. I die before I’m 91 and I die young. Sandy suggested the concept last summer or perhaps earlier. It is a good concept I didn’t accept until today.

         Earlier you and Carol had a light supper of peanut butter on warmed Kroger Baker wheat bread. Earlier you had a ‘Sunday dinner’ Cracker Barrel style. Before that you did your exercises and still feel better for it. The area, like so many others in the Eastern United States had the effects of a massive ice storm, fortunately it wasn’t so bad where you are. You watched two more episodes of “White Collar” and are almost up to date. Carol is upstairs reading her book and you are about to go up and listen to some music on the earphones while you catch up on some magazine reading. You loved the December issue of Popular Science as it has major new gadgets that hit (or are about to) the shelves this year. These new things excite you and help pull you along into the future. You feel good about your life so far; nothing wrong with that boy. Another day, another week, another month and perhaps another year or longer, at present you are fine with it, and wish everyone well no matter who they are and where they live. – Amorella

         We all share the same planet and same air; that has to account for something.


         Post. - Amorella

07 December 2013

Notes - Notes - OSU v. Michigan State and other matters

         You came into Kenwood for lunch at Potbelly’s ate, and you are now waiting for Carol at Macy’s. You drove around for fifteen minutes and did not find a parking spot after dropping Carol off. You are presently sitting in an out of the way spot but it is not for parking. At least you were getting ninety-nine miles per gallon according to the car technology. – Amorella

         1441 hours. Actually we are getting 36.2 according to the tech. I have observed it being off about one mile per gallon either way, usually on the high side if it is off. Sometimes the accuracy is right on. This is not a complaint because the outside temperature tech can vary one or two degrees either way also. On the 2003 blue Honda (traded in) the outside temperature was usually off five degree (warmer) than it actually was. This kind of information reminds of what Einstein once said (paraphrased here) about time. ‘If you have one watch you know what time it is, if you have two you are never sure.’

         Let’s go to Chapter Seven boy. Skim through and come up with a theme word then we’ll begin with Dead. – Amorella

         1536 hours. I had to look up the chapter theme for each. I had an idea for chapter seven but now I cannot remember it.

         You are now waiting for Carol to buy bird suet at Walmart on Mason-Montgomery and next stop is Kroger’s for milk then home. You just remembered noting “Contemplation” for Chapter Seven. Thus, you have chapter theme words for: One, Slavery; Two, Control; Three, Circumstance; Four, Crème de la Crème; Five, Satisfaction; Six, Grammar; and Seven, Contemplation.  Add these to your GMG Stats for easy access. – Amorella

         1548 hours. I completed this task, but I don’t see the connection in terms of context as far as the ‘chapter list of theme words’ is concerned. The list seems arbitrary out of chapter content context.

         What do you want, an alphabetical order? – Amorella
        
         1559 hours. We are at Kroger’s. You know, alphabetical order would be pretty cool actually. In fact, it would be awesome.
        
         Boy, you know I was being sarcastic. – Amorella
        
         I know. I saw the humor; but then on thinking about it, it would be pretty cool, like, you know – ‘how did he do that?’

         Or, it could be, ‘you know, why’d he do that?’ – Amorella

         1603 hours. You have a point. Like chapter numbers though – it would show a correlation in thought concept. Chapter numbers are set by tradition. I realize though that his isn’t about what I might think is cool, a minor point like window trim. It is about a plausible reality set in my head. In fact, like in a Shakespearian play, the setting makes little or no difference. These Merlyn works could be dropped into most any series of stage settings. I hadn’t really thought about that. I remember seeing “Antigone” putting on at the Otterbein Theatre when in college. It was during the Civil Rights demonstrations and King Creon was made out as a southern [Alabama-like] governor. The production was very well done. I liked it. I can’t imagine Sophocles caring much either way as long as the initial point is made.

         You are home where Carol climbed the ladder in the garage to remove the screen from the ceiling and drop the solid piece of plasterboard ceiling back in its place to help keep the cold out (a Fall chore not done earlier). You filled the suet basket and put it out falling once because you unknowingly stepped on a snow-covered rock. No bruises but the ego were involved.

         1657 hours. Carol worries about me falling in such weather. I am secretly apprehensive about it anytime, but Carol was right, my balance is better not using my cane so much – like I have not used it today but yesterday I did when I walked down to Chipotle from Panera. There was about an inch of snow on the walkway and it was snowing rather briskly. This reminds me of wanting to go out to lunch in the snow (about two inches were on the ground, etc.) and at first Carol didn’t want to go. I thought, ‘we are really getting old to let a little snow stop us.’ She finally decided to go though and though I didn’t say anything I feel we are better off for doing so. It wasn’t that bad, and even if it were, so what. It wasn’t a blizzard. The government hadn’t ordered us off the streets with some sort of maximum snow alert.

         Your neighbor is home today. Carol was thinking about making her soup this next week. You think Carol is too kind, that she thinks about interacting with others too much. – Amorella

         She likes to help. It is okay but I keep thinking she will be taken advantage of. Most everyone gets taken advantage once in a while. Not a human trait I like to dwell on too often. You try to be easy going, polite, empathetic and someone comes along and takes it as a weakness. It’s an equation I readily understand. I have taken the kindness out but Carol still has it in her.  Wow. Where did that come from?

         Your heart, my man. You have your reasons for backing away from people sometimes. I am talking about some past acquaintances and family not really friends here. Your long favorite song “I Am A Rock” by Bob Dylan wasn’t played (privately) on the guitar and sung by you without appropriate reason.

         Kim called and you talking about meeting Tuesday or Friday. You assume it will be Friday because of Tuesday’s doctor appointment. She spoke of the big game between Ohio State and Michigan State tonight and “reminded” you that Ohio State beat Michigan last week by one point. You played it down like you don’t care who wins but that is a fiction. Kim knows when you are trying to get a rise out of her.

         1759 hours. I would like to see Ohio State win. I was born and raised in Frankly County, Ohio. I wish them well. They did and do have an awesome marching band. I remember the thrills at the ‘Horseshoe’, the Ohio Stadium in the fifties and sixties when Woody was coach. It was a very energetic and lively time for me to have been personally involved.

         You have lost the intensity involved in sports’ watching, but you have not lost the memory. Later, dude. Post. - Amorella

06 December 2013

Notes -snow / Ch 1-6 Word Stats / embodiment with a smile /

         1238 hours. The snow began falling at 1156 and the flakes are larger now. This is a very pretty winter scene as the grass is about to be fully covered, certainly with the next half hour.

         Earlier you and Carol were working at cleaning up more of the basement. You have more to do but stopped to take a hot bath to help elevate arthritic pains which were not unexpected due to the change in the weather.

         Late afternoon. You decided to go to Chipotle/Panera for lunch, then you looked for a small tree for the porch or living room at Home Depot and Lowe’s – found nothing suitable. The new tree is taller than expected, seven and a half feet with an eight-foot ceiling in the living room. Plus, the cats want to chew on it. Carol stopped at Hallmark who were closing at two-thirty, then to Kroger’s for a few items and home where you both decided to shovel the driveway and walk with about two inches of sludgy snow built up. Now you are relaxing. Shoveling wet snow for twenty-five minutes is enough exercise for the day, boy. Why don’t you put in the Word reading stats for each chapter as I think it tells you more than the number of words used. Drop them in here.

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GMS STATISTICAL DATA FOR GREAT MERLYN’S GHOST ONE

Ch.1
Words 3529.   Words per Sentence 13.8
Sentences 251
Sentences/Paragraph 2.3
Passive Sentences 3 percent
Flesh Reading Ease 100.0
Flesh-Kincaid Grade Level 1.5

Ch. 2
Words 3409.   Words per Sentence 13.9
Sentences 238
Sentences/Paragraph 2.5
Passive Sentences 2 percent
Flesh Reading Ease 100.0
Flesh-Kincaid Grade Level 1.5

Ch. 3
Words 3255.  Words per Sentence 15.3
Sentences 208
Sentences/Paragraph 2.5
Passive Sentences 4 percent
Flesh Reading Ease 100.0
Flesh-Kincaid Grade Level 2.0

Ch. 4
Words 3238.  Words per Sentence 17.5
Sentences 180
Sentences/Paragraph 3.2
Passive Sentences 3 percent
Flesh Reading Ease 100.0
Flesh-Kincaid Grade Level 2.8

Ch. 5
Words 2957.   Words per Sentence 13.6
Sentences 212
Sentences/Paragraph 3.4
Passive Sentences 3 percent
Flesh Reading Ease 100.0
Flesh-Kincaid Grade Level 1.4

Ch. 6
Words.  3092        Words per Sentence 13.6
Sentences 221
Sentences/Paragraph 3.2
Passive Sentences 4 percent
Flesh Reading Ease 100 percent
Flesh-Kincaid Grade Level 1.4

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         1609 hours. The stats do show some consistency; which is pretty cool considering you are mostly in charge.

         We work together, boy. Perhaps in some strange way, we are manifestations of each other when writing. – Amorella

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manifestation  -  noun

an event, action, or object that clearly shows or embodies something, esp. a theory or an abstract idea: the first obvious manifestations of global warming.

• the action or fact of showing an abstract idea: the manifestation of anxiety over the upcoming exams.

• a symptom or sign of an ailment: a characteristic manifestation of Lyme disease.

• a version or incarnation of something or someone: Purity and Innocence and Young Love in all their gentle manifestations.

• an appearance of a ghost or spirit.

ORIGIN late Middle English: from late Latin manifestatio(n-), from the verb manifestare ‘make public.’

From: Oxford-American Software

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         1615 hours. Sometimes, Amorella, I sense a whiff of spookiness; but I clothe it with my own brand of humor to be comfortable with it.

         Personally, I like “an action that clearly shows and embodies something.” Post. - Amorella

        Ha! ;-)

         You had homemade chili for supper, very welcome treat on a day like today. Jared L. cleaned your driveway without your knowing until he completed the work and was almost finished with his mother’s driveway. You thanked him and told him you would share the fuel for the blower. He hopes it will not be that bad of a Winter. After supper you watched tonight’s “Bones” after the last two episodes of “Covert Affairs”. Carol is talking with Mary Lou on the phone. and you just finished tonight’s “Grimm” which ended up with a preview about next week’s episode that includes a ‘Santa (with) Claws’. You are still chuckling at the concept. – Amorella

         2240 hours. What a sense of humor the writers of “Grimm” have. I love it; such good modern moral faery tales. I really enjoy the series. All in all it has been a good day.

         Post. - Amorella