03 March 2014

Notes - consistency in experiences / shut up

         Mid-morning. You and Carol shoveled about four inches of fine snow from the driveway and sidewalk. It is quite cold with the wind. You are cleaned up and within the hour you will be heading to the doctor’s office for your scheduled appointment. – Amorella

         0944 hours. I was surprised how difficult it was shoveling this morning. The snow is heavy but fine like salt granules. Jadah needs warmed so enough for now.

         Mid-afternoon. Your morning at the doctor’s took longer because you had an EKG and then had to go to Bethesda North Outpatient Imaging for a chest X-ray and blood work. You had a late lunch at Panera/Chipotle and are now at Pine Hill Lakes Park watching kids and adults riding down the snow covered hills on various snow sliding vehicles – some of which (plastic platforms) you have never seen before. Everybody appears to be having fun in the cold and snow. – Amorella

         1500 hours. We haven’t been over to observe. I think school was cancelled today after a two-hour delay. Lakota Schools were; I assume Mason’s were also. Carol is reading a new Money magazine – one of her favorites since we returned to the States in 1972. That doesn’t seem so long ago. A lot of people born and a lot of people have died during that time. I wonder if there is (in the fiction) any co-mingling of the pre-born and the Dead. How would that work anyway?

         In here, logic being as it is, souls are attached to their heartansoul permanently but for one aspect, perhaps two. Without a soul the heartanmind could not survive physical death. Yet, you once experienced an exchange of one soul for another during those mystical-like days in 1988. – Amorella

         1528 hours. Carol wanted to come home, so here we are. We’ve talked about that ‘event’ before I believe. In any case I give that one up to an over active imagination. That was during the time of the ‘ghostly hallway incident’ I don’t remember. Carol and Kim were watching television on the lower floor of the bi-level. I suddenly had the feeling of ‘leaving my body’ and somehow I sensed that something left (I thought in the concept of a white dove soaring out to the left (east) and another soaring in from the right (west) to take its place. I was lying on our bed head at the north. Why do you bring up this? Once you do then I have to re-collected the event in my head.

         You say the ‘ghost in the hallway’ was an incident while the seeming ‘exchange of souls’ was an event. Why? In context what is the difference between an incident and an event? – Amorella

        I don't know.

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incidentnoun

1 incidents in his youth: event, occurrence, episode, experience, happening, occasion, proceeding, eventuality, affair, business; adventure, exploit, escapade; matter, circumstance, fact, development.

2 police were investigating the incident: disturbance, fracas, melee, commotion, rumpus, scene; fight, skirmish, clash, brawl, free-for-all, encounter, conflict, ruckus, confrontation, altercation, contretemps; informal ruction.

3 the journey was not without incident: excitement, adventure, drama; danger, peril.
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eventnoun

1 an annual event: occurrence, happening, proceeding, incident, affair, circumstance, occasion, phenomenon; function, gathering; informal bash.
2 the team lost the event: competition, contest, tournament, round, heat, match, fixture; race, game, bout.

From Oxford-American software

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         1544 hours. This doesn’t provide much help. Both were occurrences.

         An ‘occurrence’ is not thought of as imaginary. It might be a ‘happening’ or an ‘incident’, but those aren’t normally related to a fancied invention or a figment. – Amorella

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figment – noun

a figment of his very creative imagination: invention, creation, fabrication; hallucination, illusion, delusion, fancy, vision.

Oxford-American software
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         1553 hours. Within the framework of ‘figment’ the only other word that fits is ‘invention’. The ghost in the hallway was probably a delusion of sorts, who knows. The exchanging of souls was an unconscious fabrication. That’s the best and simplest way to explain what occurred. Okay, I am back to what I thought earlier. I must have been in an illusion of sort that I was having, from time to time, mystical-like experiences. I don’t feel that way today. Even then I was always opening to questioning these things. Maybe they were out and out hallucinations, but if so I wasn’t on drugs or alcohol or anything of that sort. It was probably a temporal lobe problem – left or right I don’t remember. I am not looking up those bloody notes from 1988 even if there were any. What good is this Amorella? Why have me go through all this stuff from time to time?

         I mention this from time to time to see if you are consistent. I like consistency, boy. – Amorella

         1604 hours. That you do Amorella and I am glad for it, otherwise I could not have written these books originally or re-write them now.

         Post. - Amorella


         Carol made a tasty chili for supper. You watched the news and an episode of “All in the Family”. Carol is catching up on a couple of her shows. Last night you watched “Grimm” and part of “Revolution” which in your mind is beginning to wear down. “Grimm” has been consistently good and getting better since its inception. That’s your take on character and plot.

         As you were reading through the new April “Consumer’s Report” you saw little about the Avalon Limited Hybrid and were somewhat disappointed until you turned to unmarked page 50. “Best Overall” for large sedan – score of 86 for the Limited Hybrid. – Amorella

         2108 hours. I just remembered that I had read this a couple of weeks ago online but forgot until I saw the page. Mostly I like it because it helps vindicate our decision to buy the car. Cars cost so much and when you keep them a long time the investment is not in the money but in the reliability and cost of running the vehicle. We did well with our 2003 Honda Accord EX and are doing well with our 2005 Honda Accord EX, but some of that is luck. Lemons come in all cars from time to time no matter what the year, make or model. You really can’t know if a car was worth its price until you have sold it and look over the expenses for the car since buying it. Part of the fun is keeping meticulous records and checking it out over the long run. I hope the Avalon fares as well as our Accords have.

         You did not work on the second run of GMG.One today. Time for it tomorrow. Perhaps it is just as well. Proofreading burns into a person. It is tiring work looking at grammar and content at the same time. Today you were tired of it. Just as well that you waited.  – Amorella

         2122 hours. Why do you insist on saying these things like they are in my head; it is a rationalization pure and simple.

         That it is. Now it is out there for you to see. – Amorella

         This is just like that comment on the 2 March post:

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         What planet are you on, boy? War is what makes people free. – Amorella

          Alas, for this there appears no good answer.

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         2127 hours. This has been bugging me ever since. “War is what makes people free.” Where is that coming from? It sounds like the Ministry of Truth in George Orwell’s 1984.

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Ministry of Truth

In George Orwell’s novel Nineteen Eighty-Four, the Ministry of Truth is Oceania’s propaganda ministry. It is one of the four ministries that govern the nation. As with the other Ministries in the novel, the Ministry of Truth is a misnomer and in reality serves the opposite of its purported namesake: it is responsible for any necessary falsification of historical events. The book describes a willful fooling of posterity using doctored historical archives to show a government-approved version of events.
As well as administering truth, the ministry spreads a new language amongst the populace called Newspeak, in which, for example, "truth" is understood to mean statements like 2 + 2  = 5 when the situation warrants.
In Newspeak, the ministry is known as Minitrue.

Description
Winston Simith, the main character of Nineteen Eighty-Four, works at the Ministry of Truth. It is an enormous pyramidal structure of glittering white concrete rising 300 metres into the air, containing over 3000 rooms above ground. On the outside wall are the three slogans of the Party: "WAR IS PEACE," "FREEDOM IS SLAVERY," "IGNORANCE IS STRENGTH." There is also a large part underground, probably containing huge incinerators where documents are destroyed after they are put down memory holes. For his description, Orwell was inspired by the Senate House at the University of London.

Role in information
The Ministry of Truth is involved with news media, entertainment, the fine arts and educational books. Its purpose is to rewrite history to change the facts to fit Party doctrine for propaganda effect. For example, if Big Brother makes a prediction that turns out to be wrong, the employees of the Ministry of Truth go back and rewrite the prediction so that any prediction Big Brother previously made is accurate. This is the "how" of the Ministry of Truth's existence. Within the novel, Orwell elaborates that the deeper reason for its existence is to maintain the illusion that the Party is absolute. It cannot ever seem to change its mind (if, for instance, they perform one of their constant changes regarding enemies during war) or make a mistake (firing an official or making a grossly misjudged supply prediction), for that would imply weakness and to maintain power the Party must seem eternally right and strong.

Departments
The following are the departments of the ministry mentioned in the text:
                Records Department (Recdep in Newspeak)
                Fiction Department (Ficdep)
                                  Pornography department (Pornosec)
                Tele-programmes Department (Teledep)
It is noteworthy that while the term "Ministry" implies that it is headed by a minister, there is nowhere in the book any mention of a Minister of Truth nor of the ministers heading Oceania's three other Ministries. The heads of the ministries are evidently shadowy figures with all public attention focused on Big Brother.

Selected and edited from Wikipedia – Ministry of Truth
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         2141 hours. This is what your comment sounds like. I couldn’t think of a response at the time but I am glad it came to mind. I don’t know the answer any more than anyone else but Lord Acton’s “Power corrupts” also comes to mind. Now you have brought up anger and it is time for me to shut up.

         Good idea to shut up. Enjoy “Castle” tonight while you are copying “Intelligence” and “The Blacklist”. – Amorella

         I know when I know nothing. Time to relax and get a good night’s sleep.

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