18 August 2015

Notes - no place else to go / sit back and listen

         Late morning. Carol is taking a nap. You have checked your email accounts as well as BBC Science. Let’s go to Dead Ten. – Amorella

         1212 hours. I added 128 words directly below but have reached the point of my fingertips looking about to realize your presence Amorella.

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         These, the first words from the other side, and from our Supervisor’s mind no less – gleaned intelligence. No tunnel or flash of light for me; nothing more than the presence of words hanging in the dark – “We rise from clay, this judgment day.” And, the surrounding dark strangely resounds in a chorus every so quietly, “Be we dead and still alive.” The words haunt as an apparition might flow among the Living – an invisible sheet of an undiscoverable yet understood reality. We are born already dead, that’s how I see it. I do not know the words, the vocabulary to grasp the sense in being born already dead. Life appears but a moment where we have need of great calculation. I see this now. Without time the soul is open. Without space the soul is. And, with this the Dead and the Living have disappeared; the physics of a multitude of universes has disappeared; it is – nothing exists but this open soul – this open wound.

continuing draft one - ch.10, bk 2 GMG

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         I do not understand these sentences above as some seem to be out of context or created without your underlying reasonability. I am playing with some of the words and am to the open soul alone. The Living and the Dead have disappeared. The physics of a multitude of universes has disappeared; it is – nothing ever existed but this open soul – this open wound.

         In the process you have added more words (directly above) and are to the point of a Beginning. Post. – Amorella

         1236 hours. This reasoned imagination has no place else to go in such a setting, Amorella

         Then this is an Ending and you need to turn around like Merlyn here. – Amorella

         Later in the afternoon. You and Carol walked the community indoor track, she walked six laps equivalent, you walked four. Earlier you stopped for fresh corn at the Black Barn for supper. Remember boy, this story is about Merlyn, not yourself. – Amorella

         1639 hours. "Transfiguration" flashes up from the depths but is it from the well of my own soul?

         Where else is it going to come from, boy? Merlyn is a fictional character. – Amorella

         1641 hours. I have to look up the word.

         You’re making it sound like you are looking up word’s dress. – Amorella

         1642 hours. Looking the word up, is an awkward phrase and it hangs there like one of those propositions one doesn’t usually want to conclude sentence with. Is transfiguration a dressed up word? I’ll see.

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transfiguration – noun

a complete change of form or appearance into a more beautiful or spiritual state: in this light the junk undergoes a transfiguration; it shines.

Selected and edited from Oxford/American software

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         1729 hours. So, I am using this in term transfiguration on how the soul is in its pre-heartanmind state? Or in its heartanmind state?

         You had a delicious supper of today fresh picked ears of hybrid (yellow and white) corn on the cob fully brushed with a good butter substitute, and a dash of half salt and pepper. – Amorella

         1800 hours. Every farm fresh ear of corn on the cob we have eaten this summer has been excellent. I cannot remember a summer season when the corn has been so consistently excellent in sight, size, texture and taste.

         Time for a break, boy. Post. - Amorella

         1811 hours. There was a time I would have predisposed the concept of soul being transfigured by a human heartanmind. And, on a similar topic, I have no notions on whether an open soul is somehow preconceived as better (in some way) than a closed soul. I feel that in any way that I come up with an answer to the question (at 1729 hours) I am arrogant. I am catching a drift here that I would be better off not coming up with questions (in context) to begin with. 

           It would please your heart to sit back and listen. - Amorella



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