01 December 2015

Notes - one hell of a spot

         After noon. It is another rainy, gloomy day. Carol walked at the Mason Community Center with several fellow retired Blue Ash teachers this morning. Feeling unwell (out of sorts), you napped with Jadah curled on your chest then had a hot bath to counter the newly encountered arthritic aches and pains. You got the mail, which Carol is now reading, a break from email readings. – Amorella

         1305 hours. It is one of those days. I think the ‘damp and cool’ days have something to do with the aching joint regions. The bath helped; otherwise I would be taking a prescribed pain pill. I hate taking pain pills.

         You would rather ignore the pain, boy, physically or emotionally – it is your long time manner of coping with the world. – Amorella

         1312 hours. Why do you come up with these things?

         Because it is better if you see (read) the personal fact than ignore. – Amorella

         Everyone should have such a personal backup to keep them honest.

         You want to remain an honest man in this world boy; somebody has to keep you in line with yourself. – Amorella

         You had lunch at Penn Station and are waiting for Carol at Kroger’s on Mason-Montgomery Road – buy goods for making chili or another soup for supper and beyond. – Amorella

         1459 hours. The clouds are breaking blue patches to the west and it is really dark to the east. A few minutes of sun is better than no full sun at all.

         You are thinking about the ‘Christmas’ tree lights being universes and don’t like the concept that it is a ‘Christmas tree’. You named it such because in your case this is what it is, a Christmas tree that reminds you of the trunk of the multi-universe. – Amorella

         1731 hours. It seems to me that even in imagination I should capitalize Trunk of the Multi-Universe.

         Why? No tree trunk analogy of a multi-universe system deserves to be capitalized. Where would it stop? – Amorella

         1735 hours. I capitalize G---D and you don’t have a problem with it.

         G---D is not a word and in here (blog and Merlyn books) represents “The(e) Creator of all Things and Beyond”. G---D is not a tree trunk of a multi-universe system. Fitting with this specific analogy the roots, trunk and limbs are worth no more than the fruit (universes) they produce. You do not capitalize ‘universe’ i.e. the universe is full of stars. – Amorella

         1746 hours. The analogy is for a story (blog/Merlyn context), Amorella, and is not intended to represent anything factual.

         Your culture generally capitalizes God even though it is not factual. – Amorella

         1748 hours. You are being a pretend alien or angelic intelligence here.

         You are pretending you do not know your heartansoulanmind. – Amorella

         1750 hours. Strange as this may seem, (I can’t believe I’m thinking this) it is easier for me to accept G---D / the Creator of all Things and Beyond as a fact than as a belief.

         Your heartansoulanmind have good reason to do so but you the doubter do not. – Amorella

         1753 hours. The ‘doubter’ within does not know; you are suggesting that heartansoulanmind know G---D to be a fact. . . . I find this quite difficult to believe.

         I don’t care whether you believe or not. Reality exists regardless. Don’t you agree? – Amorella

         1757 hours. I agree both as an transcendental existentialist and as an existential transcendentalist. I can do no other and be honest in context.

         Post. – Amorella

         1800 hours. I really don’t know where all this came from. All I wanted to do was capitalize “The Creator of all Things and Beyond”.

         Why not think: “THE CREATOR OF ALL THINGS AND BEYOND”? - Amorella

         1802 hours. I don’t know. It would look better with hyphens between each word but it all appears too exaggerated and full of self-importance.

         For G---D or for yourself? – Amorella

         I am out of my element here. I defer to silence out of innocence, I mean, ignorance. (1806)

         Your heartansoulanmind quietly suggest ‘out of humility’.

         1807 hours. Thank goodness. Yes, humility is the best word here; otherwise I sit in one hell of a spot.

         Now, post. - Amorella


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