08 December 2016

Notes - later / agnostic/atheist / in German / alien



Mid-morning. Today is the birthday of your oldest friend who is a girl, Sandy H..J. You first met in the third/ fourth grade at Minerva Park School. You were friends through high school then went separate ways, met again at your fiftieth high school reunion. She is one of those friends never forgotten in your heart. You wish her well as always. – Amorella

       Afternoon. You sent a birthday note/poem to Sandy and received a pleasant reply – tea or lunch the next time she is in Westerville. – Amorella

       1317 hours. This satisfies my heart and mind and perhaps my soul as well, who knows.

       Interesting phraseology, boy. In situations like this (and they happen to most everyone) it is the soul that is first satisfied (look for a better, more specific and complete word). From the soul the reverberation inward is to mind and heart equally but the heart ‘senses/feels’ it before the mind comprehends the situation. – Amorella

       1323 hours. This is a surprise. Why the soul first?

       You are soulmates. (Needs defining in context.) – Amorella

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soul mate (also soulmate) – noun

a person ideally suited to another as a close friend or romantic partner.

Selected from Oxford/American software


And from online:

As the American writer Richard Bach said, “A soulmate is someone who has locks that fit our keys, and keys to fit our locks. When we feel safe enough to open the locks, our truest selves step out and we can be completely and honestly who we are.”

Ah, soulmates. The epitome of love and partnership. In our fast-paced chaotic world, which boasts all sorts of different people, we find ourselves skimming through more relationships than we’d like in order to find that one person who can truly open our locks.

Not just anyone can fulfill you the way your soulmate can. There’s a world of a difference between your soulmate, your heart’s other half and a life partner — a person who lacks the elements to mold perfectly to you. Your soulmate makes you feel entirely whole, healed and intact, like no piece is missing from the puzzle. A life partner, on the other hand, can be a great supporter and long-time companion, but is limited in his or her capacity to enrich your spirit.

Most of us remain in life-partner relationships because we “settle,” for a multitude of reasons. Firstly, we may have a real subconscious fear of being alone. And since we’re biologically designed to fall in love, it’s only natural that we pair up in this world. But we sometimes prolong what are meant to be temporary relationships and mistakenly settle into them for good. There are relationships which must last for a certain period of time to close out a karmic chapter of life, relationships in which we’re meant to have children with our partner but not necessarily remain with them, and relationships which are just plain confusing because a melting pot of emotions doesn’t allow us to see our predestined path.

I’ve seen it all in my practice as a psychologist, from couples who married their childhood loves to people in their retirement years who still struggle with commitment issues. Most of us fall somewhere between these two extremes, meaning that we experienced several relationships before finding the person we believe to be our perfect pairing. Whether you’re currently married, in a relationship, or contemplating entering a relationship with a new love interest, it is crucial that you know what role this person will play in your life. After all, there’s no avoiding the inevitable, often uncomfortable question we must ask ourselves: Is this the person I was bound by destiny to share my life with? Or did I settle too quickly into a relationship with someone who can never complete me?

No matter the category you fit into to, there are several indications which clearly outline a soulmate bond (or a lack of bond) between you and your partner. As you go through this list, think about your partner or potential partner and evaluate whether they meet the soulmate criteria.

The 10 Elements of a Soulmate:

1. It’s something inside. Describing how a soulmate makes you feel is difficult. It’s a tenacious, profound and lingering emotion which no words can encompass.

2. Flashbacks. If your partner is your soulmate, chances are he or she has been present in your past lives. Soulmates often choose to come back together during the same lifetime and scope each other out in the big world. You might suddenly and briefly experience flashbacks of your soulmate. You might even feel an odd sense of déjà vu, as if the moment in time has already taken place, perhaps a long time ago, perhaps in a different setting.

3. You just get each other. Ever met two people who finish each other’s sentences? Some people call that spending too much time together, but I call it a soulmate connection. You might experience this with your best friend or your mother, but it is the telltale sign of a soulmate when you experience it with your partner.

4. You fall in love with his (or her) flaws. No relationship is perfect, and even soulmate relationships will experience ups and downs. Still, that bond will be much harder to break. Soulmates have an easier time of accepting, even learning to love, each other’s imperfections. Your relationship is more likely to be a soulmate match if you both love each other exactly as you each are, accepting both the great and awful tendencies we all have.

5. It’s intense. A soulmate relationship may be more intense than normal relationships, in both good and sometimes bad ways. The most important thing is that, even during negative episodes, you’re focused on resolving the problem and can see beyond the bad moment.

6. You two against the world. Soulmates often see their relationship as “us against the world.” They feel so linked together that they’re ready and willing to take on any feat of life, so long as they have their soulmate by their side. Soulmate relationships are founded on compromise and unity above all else.

7. You’re mentally inseparable. Soulmates often have a mental connection similar to twins. They might pick up the phone to call each other at the exact same time. Though life may keep you apart at times, your minds will always be in tune if you are soulmates.

8. You feel secure and protected. Regardless of the gender of your partner, he or she should always make you feel secure and protected. This means that if you’re a man, yes, your woman should make you feel protected, too! Your soulmate will make you feel like you have a guardian angel by your side. A person who plays on your insecurities, whether consciously or subconsciously, is not your soulmate.

9. You can’t imagine your life without him (or her). A soulmate is not someone you can walk away from that easily. It is someone you can’t imagine being without, a person you believe is worth sticking with and fighting for.

10. You look each other in the eye. Soulmates have a tendency to look into each other’s eyes when speaking more often than ordinary couples. It comes naturally from the deep-seated connection between them. Looking a person in the eye when speaking denotes a high level of comfort and confidence.
Whether you’re designed by the universe to be soulmates or two loving people who have settled for each other’s strengths and weaknesses, the decision is yours. The beauty of free will is that you can remain in or change any relationship as you see fit. To be with your soulmate is one of the precious treasures of life. And if you feel you’ve found your heart’s other half, I wish you endless days of joy and laughter, and countless nights of deep embrace, unraveling the mysteries of the universe one by one.

Selected and edited from -- http://www.huffingtonpostdotcom/dr-carmen-harra/elements-of-a-soulmate_b_3595992.html

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       1341 hours. Some definitions are too broad and others are too specific. To me, the two above represent the range and are not what I think a soulmate to be in context to my very few friends that I would say are soulmates. Wife, Carol, is also a soulmate and so is daughter for that matter. Male soulmates – Bob, Fritz, Steve and Doug. I don’t think sexuality plays into it. The mutual attraction is not physical, that’s the point. It’s not about romance, it is about intimate (unconscious familiarity) friendship.

       Post. – Amorella

       1352 hours. – Do you agree?

       With the question you were interrupted by Toyota saying your new key FOB was ready as well as the bill. You paid and just arrived home a short time ago. Now, you are going out to a late lunch. – Amorella

       1505 hours. – Do you agree?

       I will explain later today. We do not think on the same wavelength, boy; not that there is anything wrong with it. Post. – Amorella


       You had salads at Piada Street Italian with a Graeter’s for dessert, a stop at Lowe’s for an electric timer for the bedroom light and now at Kroger’s all on Mason-Montgomery Road. Carol is going to give you a hundred dollars for Christmas and you said you would use it towards either a new Fitbit or an Apple sports watch. You will get her a hundred dollar card at Barnes and Noble. Tokens. – Amorella

       1645 hours. We would rather save for something important that we need than spend it on Christmas. This was an invention when we had no spare money during the decades of the sixties, seventies, eighties and nineties. Things got better when we paid off the house and we gave Kim her college education, a bit on graduate school and on part of her new Civic in 2001. About the same time we had no more debt and still don’t. All those decades but it was worth it to us. Most of the time the debt was for two cars (usually one at a time when we were both working) and a house payment. Credit cards paid off every month for decades. Peace of mind, you earn it paying off debt. I’m done.

       No pride in this, boy. It’s what you and Carol do. – Amorella

       1654 hours. I thought I was getting carried away – I ‘felt’ freer while thinking about being free of debt.  

       Nothing’s free in the physical world nor in the spiritual either as you have surmised. Contact with a plausible soulmate has a sense of destiny to it but that is in the eyes of the soulmates. Opinion, really. Accidental meeting sounds less romantic but this is how you see your soulmates both male and female. Why, you are an existentialist. You think you have met your soulmates before, in another physical or spiritual life, Amorella

       1733 hours. We are home, unpacked and in changed clothes. I do (until now secretly) feel I have met some people before on another physical or spiritual level. No doubt (as I’ve stated before somewhere) because Mother was a believer in past lives at one time and that people did ‘know’ people or souls from another life – The Search for Bridey Murphy (January 1, 1956) by Morey Bernstein is an example. Mom had the book by summer; I was ready to begin my Freshman year in the fall. I remember I was already interested in the supernatural, mostly because of joining the church when I was twelve. Dad was openly an agnostic if not atheist because he said he didn’t believe a word of it. Mom was upset with him (she was a strong believer in Predestination too) saying agnostic statements  but he didn’t go to church and neither did Mom much. (If Mom didn’t go much except Easter and Christmas why/how was she much of a believer). My grandparents never said much about religion and only Popo (Clell) Orndorff went regularly. He would go to church as well as Sunday School classes at the Evangelical United Brethren Church just off Otterbein College campus at Main and Grove Streets in Westerville. Kim and her cousin Sharon were baptized there when they were about one. I went with Popo (to keep him company) sometimes even in college. He never said much about the EUB joining the Methodists in 1968 or 69. I always thought it was odd. What I liked about going to church with him is that they sang a good majority of their hymns (particularly at Christmas and Easter) in German. Obviously, the Presbyterians never did that.
      
       Take a break, orndorff. You are rattling on in your head. – Amorella

       1805 hours. I got caught remembering stuff and it came out in my fingertips ironically enough, unthinkingly.

       Post. - Amorella


       Evening. You watched NBC News, “Designated Survivor” several intros to “Saturday Night Live” and a “Modern Family” and having your snack supper early, during the news. Back to soul mates – you think the focus on one’s soulmate(s) is basically a connection of ‘intimate unconsciousness’? – Amorella

       2121 hours. I do. As such it comes from the heartanmind first because it is before a conscious connection. This makes it appear mysterious and romantic but I think it is simpler than that. In context with the blog I would say it is ‘souls’ remembering something good about one another before physical time and during a spiritual time. (2126)

       This is where I say we are on different wavelength, so to speak. Our relationship began with an introduction. We had not met before. How is this that I a phenomenon of the spiritual world had not met you? What does this tell you about the spiritual world? – Amorella

       2129 hours. It suggests there is a consciousness of the soul, that through accident or free will, souls can choose with whom the can communicate.

       But I am not a soul; I am a spiritual Betweener. – Amorella

       2133 hours. Theoretically, I would say my soul has its own ‘spiritual consciousness’ and that a Betweener also has a spiritual consciousness and we had never met. This is bothersome because accident or free will or fate play a part neither you can know or that individual souls carrying a heart and mind can know. -- It all sounds rather complicated. You, as a Betweener, aside; the point is that souls have an individual sense of consciousness before they are completed by an individual human heart and mind at least in theory within context of this blog.

       This concept does not have to be that complicated. Here is an analogy to serve as a purpose of understanding. Think of a soul growing like a tree; it develops rings as it grows but each ring of interior growth shows the presence not of time but of a heartanmind absorbed into the soul. Each tree soul is root connected to others that also developed ‘rings’ of growth (witness, as it were, of one heartanmind after another). Each individual human heartanmind is attached either in branches and/or roots as human genetics flower and evolve. Along the way connections reflect through inevitable human settings and conditions. Similarities are seen are recognized every so often. To humans this is as soul-mating; to souls this is as evolving lines within souls. – Amorella

       2152 hours. I may be confusing your communication or perhaps just my own inner communication Amorella. Are you saying a soul may take more than one heartanmind but that this ‘shell layer’ is followed by another shell layer of heartanmind more in the sense of different rock layers found in geology?

       Keeping this within a simple understanding, yes, there are other similarities in nature. Spiritual nature may also reflect some of these but with a different intent and purpose. Spiritual growth is not physical growth. For instance survival is not a part of the equation. Souls don’t have to adapt, hearts and minds do. Capisci? – Amorella

       2206 hours. Does this mean the heartanmind that each soul takes to protect (from physical properties) is layered on a series of other shell plates, so to speak, so the soul one’s heartanmind attaches to is not just the soul itself but the imperfect heartanmind of a previously imperfect human being. That it may be a long or thick distance to the actual ‘immortal’ part of the outer soul.

       You go too far, boy. Even if matters are such in an analogy or so, there is no distance between any heartanmind with the inner/outer ‘shell/shellessness’ of the soul and the heartanmind. Space and time do not exist inside or out as far as souls are concerned. Survival and adaptation for survival have no bearing on souls or Betweeners in here, young man. – Amorella

       2218 hours. “In my father’s house there are many mansions,” comes to mind; perhaps it does not work in this context but it shows I am grasping for something less alien.

       The spiritual is not alien, the physical is. That’s a point to think on in this blog’s greater context. Post. - Amorella


       

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