You aren't physically feeling so well internally and are not sure what
to do about it. - Amorella
1520 hours. Mostly I'm tired. Carol washed clothes this morning. I took
a bath with bubbles, refreshed with clean clothes then took a nap with Jadah on
my lap. An errand to the bank and a drive to Lebanon to vote early but we were
ten minutes late because they closed at two o'clock. Back towards Mason and
lunch at Chipotle/Panera and now we are stopped at Kroger's on Tylersville and Cox
for a few groceries, mostly milk and bananas. I think I ought to take one of
those tests to see if I have early dementia or something else of that ilk.
This is pronounced by watching CBS News this
morning and a focus on dementia. The doctor interviewed said they can do a lot
to help such people if it is caught early enough. This caught your interest. -
Amorella
1533 hours. I like to be in control of my life as much as possible. I've
always had memory problems but old age is catching up with me rather quickly of
late and I just want to be ready come what may.
Tomorrow you go for physical therapy perhaps
you'll feel better after. - Amorella
1537 hours. On "Sixty Minutes" we watched a young girl, eleven
or twelve, who creates lots of music, a true child prodigy -- wonderful to see
and listen to. She said different characters in her head create different kinds
of music and gave examples. As I have characters in my head too, it made me
feel better to know I am not alone. Characters in my head have multiple
meanings, all true. (1541)
You are home. Your specific problem
presently is that you feel have no talent. This is true from your perspective
because you have no useful talent, that is, you no longer feel you contribute to
society. - Amorella
1609 hours. You make me sheepishly smile because you really don't mix
any words. Right to the point. Basically, I feel tired and somewhat worn out
these days and even if I could contribute to society I'm physically too old. Sitting
around 'enjoying' what's left of my life seems a bit much. I'm not owed a
living -- talk about arrogance -- to think anyone is owed a living seems almost
blasphemous.
Children are owed a living, they have the
right to grow up first, don't you think? - Amorella
1624 hours. Tell that to the dinosaurs, Amorella. The real world is
indifferent to life, that is, life when it exists, has to adapt to stay alive.
Adults have to adapt to keep their children alive
and flourishing for the species to move on. Homo sapiens have moved on, mostly
over the planet, and still have to adapt and move on somewhere else, don't you
think, boy? - Amorella
1630 hours. We. as a species, don't have to do anything.
Neither do you but you would rather do
something constructive than nothing. - Amorella
1632 hours. I need a break.
Post. - Amorella
That
is a better question. Let's save it until tomorrow. Post. - Amorella
2232 hours. I still feel an obligation, a duty, to
do something constructive with my life. I would rather do it through writing.
Orndorff, you have no choice but to do
whatever it is you want to do through writing. - Amorella
2236 hours. I am attached to the alphabet as mathematicians are attached
to numbers. I feel I have no choice but to return to my goal to complete my
stories. The problem is, I feel, that I have lost my passion for writing
fiction. I am tired of writing about my bout with being human.
Being human is your natural state. What an
odd thing to say, "I am tired of writing about my bout with being
human." - Amorella
2244 hours. Is it possible to have ever been anything else humanoid
besides Homo sapiens, Neanderthals and Denisovans?
You are not making a good thought/question
construction here. What difference would it make no matter what anyone's DNA mixture might be? Why
do you struggle with being human when it is what you are?
2312 hours. We are a mixture of what matter once was and is. Do we hold
any consciousness of previous material states of being?
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