Afternoon.
You did your thirty minutes of exercise which means you met your personal goal
of three times a week for the first time in season or so. Carol is readying to
do some shopping, lunch and other errands. You are both excited that Craig and
Alta will arrive Tuesday from Chicago and then return to Tucson from your place
on Thursday or Friday if you can talk them into it. - Amorella
1336 hours. We were so surprised when
they called last week and said they could take the time to make the trip back
to Ohio. Wonderful old friends they are. Craig, Alta and Jimmy were the only ones to
come see us in Sao Paulo/Rio our first year south of the border. They will
never be forgotten.
Friends
are not forgotten boy. Not in here anyway. - Amorella
1340 hours. Here? Where is that, the
blog?
In
your heart. - Amorella
1341 hours. Music to my ears, my old
friend. Amorella, is that where you are? In my heart?
Heavens
no, boy. What makes you think that? - Amorella
1343 hours. My romantic side,
certainly not the neo-classic. This is beginning to sound rather silly. I am
not a little boy. I should know better. I do know better. I am dreaming back to
when I was a rather innocent five year old and still believed in faeries and
such. How odd to be driven so quickly to such a mood at seventy-five -- to suddenly flash
to my childhood.
I
move in from the front door, as it were, of your soul. How else to get to heart
and mind? - Amorella
1348 hours. So you say.
I
am consistent, boy. Post. - Amorella
You
are in Macy's south lot at Kenwood sitting in the passenger's seat for a
change. You had lunch at Piada’s Street Italian on Mason-Montgomery first. It's
cold but she left you the keys. - Amorella
1518 hours. I like a chill in the air,
besides I still have my coat on. I did take my beret off. How does one enter a
soul?
Through
a heart tube. You realize this is not any more literal than a door to the soul.
- Amorella
1522 hours. I know. Metaphysics is not
the home of literal devices. I suppose this is one of the reasons I'm attracted
to it -- metaphysics has a poetic foundation.
Yes,
it does. - Amorella
1527 hours. The last part of
yesterday's posting I am summarizing here. It made a profound impression.
I
will guide you to its importance in your heart. - Amorella
** ** **
2240 hours. Amorella, if you know my
spirit, my heartansoulanmind, so well, what is it that I might miss most about
life after being physically dead, theoretically speaking, of course?
Where
did this question come from, my man? - Amorella
2243
hours. It just hit me -- a question out of nowhere.
You
are curious and you are also testing me. - Amorella
2245 hours. I forgot to be more polite or
tactful, though I assume even if you a part of my humanity, by accidently
crossed organic wires perhaps, and no angel, a touch of defiance surfaced. If
you were a direct part of the Angel of G-D, I feel I might want to be defiant
but would know better intuitively, and keep my thoughts to myself (knowing this
would be futile). (2251)
2253
hours. How could I ever test the Angel of G-D? I test myself. I see I am being
defiant though I am not sure why.
Here is some enlightenment for you. You
would miss being yourself first. - Amorella
2256 hours. I never can anticipate what you are
going to say.
I wonder why that is, my friend? - Amorella
2258 hours. Now, this raises my level of
consciousness while at the same time I feel this is a time to step back a step
or two within myself and be a bit more reverent and humbled. (2300)
You see, you are presently not being
yourself. - Amorella
2302 hours. You zero in on the bottom of my
heart, Amorella.
That is deep enough to stir some personal
reflection. Post. - Amorella
2304 hours. This is how it is to confront the
Amorella. Angel or no, there are no lightning bolts and later thunder. I am put
in the humble place of heart alone. My soul and mind seem misplaced within my
own thoughts. In such cases (experiences) as this, I feel I understand more of
what it would be like if I where I was standing, a real Angel was nearby. I
feel touched. (2310)
A very delicate position your imagination
has put you in. Rest in peace. - Amorella
2312 hours. I would hope to wake up and greet
the day.
You
have answered your own question, 'What might I miss most about life after
being physically dead, theoretically speaking?'
I would hope to wake up and greet the
day.
** ** **
1540 hours. Thinking on this since
going to bed last night; first, I reflected on the next morning, that I would
never again see the sunrise through my own personal eyes ever again. 'No more
sunlight' rose like a boulder in front of me. What is 'me'? I have no body, no
use of a mirror. I miss my hands and fingers for no other reason than I shall write no
more. The rest of my body was nothing but a further extension of my hands and
fingers. It was of little use anyway. (1549)
More
detail than you thought. That is what it was, that is what it came down to. -
Amorella
1550 hours. Why didn't I think about
the people I love, on how I would miss them?
They
were still in your heart, you hadn't taken the time to look, but intuitively you
realized this was true. It is the sun you missed, then the earth -- never again
'live'. - Amorella
1555 hours. I said, "I would
hope" not that I did hope.
Again,
an intuitive understanding stands out in the grammar. - Amorella
1558 hours. Such as in 'shadow and
substance' hope is a necessity, but in the spirit there is no need or even want
of hope, or so it appears.
That's
your present interpretation. - Amorella
1600 hours. Without hope, the spirit
is not human.
What
would a spirit need of hope, boy? - Amorella
1645 hours. I don't know.
You
have no body, arms or legs, why have hope when you are all spirit?
1646 hours. How can you be human, even
in spirit, without hope -- I think you cannot.
You
are arrogant. - Amorella
1648 hours. I am also not dead.
Indeed.
Glad you are aware of that.- Amorella
1649 hours. You make me smile with
that comment.
You have stopped at Bed, Bath and
Beyond on the way home and have another stop up the road at Kroger's. -
Amorella
1652 hours. The snow has begun, and I
believe it is supposed to snow until ten in the morning. Here comes Carol. Next
stop, Kroger's.
Waiting
for a phone call from Carol. You are up at Half Price Books. Post. - Amorella
You watched the Bob Hope Special on
PBS . . . lots of memories of lots of people. - Amorella
2311 hours. Very enjoyable. Our
species has a lot of good built in.
Post.
- Amorella
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