Afternoon. Craig and Alta called a
short time ago and changed their mind
about coming down because of the
weather up north and the potential of bad weather going home to Arizona. You
are disappointed but they spoke of coming up later in May and you both are
happy because there is a probable plan of meeting in a few months. When they
called you were both over at Tim and Amy's playing with their pretty one year
old, medium length haired female cat named Coco., a relatively new breed, a
Ragamuffin. You have never met a friendlier cat. She has a toy, she brings it
to you, you throw it, she retrieves, so you can throw it again. Otherwise, she
climbs up and snuggles while you pet her. - Amorella
Mid-afternoon.
You drove to Two Cities Pizza for a medium New York Finest, Carol had coffee
you had a Coke Zero; afterwards, kid cups' to go at Graeter's. - Amorella
1705 hours. I'm looking forward to
visiting Coco once again this evening. I think Carol is too; otherwise, nothing
much planned for a Saturday night except for some reading or catchup television.
Save twenty cents a gallon if I fill up before New Year's at Kroger's. Fuel is
up around $2.549 these days. Last time I filled up it was $2.079
with twenty cents off. It is never fully explained to our satisfaction why it
jumps thirty-five cents or so for a few days then drops down; holiday or no.
1727
hours. Looking back on an earlier problem to solve I am dropping in relevant postings.
** **
25
December 2017
Tomorrow we will return
to theatre in terms of you own metaphysics. - Amorella
2301
hours. I don't think of the heartansoulanmind as metaphysics. I accept it as a
greater (if you will) natural phenomena.
Do
you mean you do not accept the concept that G-D's Grace exists? - Amorella
2305
hours. I do not know that it does, but I
sense such Grace as real. I have no problem capitalizing the word.
You
are not being completely honest, boy. - Amorella
2307
hours. Yes, I agree. I am confused with what I know on a personal and
private level, what I would not deny to an Angel of G-D but would deny to
members of my species. This is quite awkward and somewhat embarrassing to admit
that I would deny certain private realities to my fellows but not to G-D.
The conflict: "Is our soul granted immortality by
grace?
or
Is our soul's
immortality innate by nature?"
Is a real personal
conflict not fiction. Post. - Amorella
26
December 2017
Early
afternoon. You just completed your second thirty minute exercise of the week
and didn't want to say anything to jinx it. - Amorella
1252
hours. I would like to get three in this week anyway. My thighs and lower back
ache a bit but not enough to stop as I am doing them. Low thunder surrounding
those joints.
Working
on your own you came up with two lines for the bit of theatre:
Three Personas in Theatre -- Heart and
Soul and Mind
Setting: Atop a Rocky Landscape of
Shifting Boulders Galore
1300 hours. I was trying to pull up
some lines to settle into a location of mind where I might like to work.
'Shifting unconscious boulders below was the attempt to pull out words to fit
the occasion -- likely chance. There is no tone of Our Town in them.
Here's the thing, Amorella, if you were a real Angel I secretly would have
thought the same thing, i.e. 'I can do my own work, I don't need and don't want
any angelic help.
You put need before want. - Amorella
1312
hours. Arrogance plain and simple.
Arrogance
yes; plain and simple, no. - Amorella
1314
hours. I have no words here.
Selected
and edited from 25 and 26 December 2017 postings for reminders.
** **
Dusk.
Before tackling this you want to define 'grace'. However, the original concept
of this is that I, the Amorella, would
write out this dialogue from your heart and soul and mind.
1735 hours. I forgot that. I don't
know why I was putting this off. In this case I'll be first reader. Nothing new
in that. It is difficult to imagine the 'spirit' dialogue though.
Take
a break. Post. - Amorella
1915
hours. I have been working since the break on acclimating myself to three
copyright free drawings from Medieval times. Here they are.
Soul
Mind
Picture
the three dancers side by side
Soul
glances left toward Immortal Region
Heart
glances left toward Soul
Mind
glances right toward Earth
That's
my set up. Next I have to find a dance online with three dancers dancing. Then
Amorella can insert the dialogue. This is how I envision the setting. (1925)
So,
we compromise to better communicate because you are a living being and I, the
Amorella, am not?
1926 hours. That's how I see it, Amorella. I
have to have images to see what is not seeable.
Post.
- Amorella
2300 hours. I better
understand the female in an ethereal place or region. I am more comfortable
thinking of angels and even faeries as female. I have male friends and always
have had but females are easier to communicate with. Females, in my mind are
more prone to communicate. Men have wordless understandings (that in some
ways appear or seem deeper than understandings with women, except when it
has to do with heart and soul, that's I have experienced it in my life. I would
accept a male guardian angel of course, but I prefer to see her feminine if one
actually exists. Amorella, imaginary or not or sometimes not I 'see' as female
but she does not have a body. Sometimes in life I have shut my eyes when in
trance and seen her 'human-like' eyes with eye lids sometimes with dark lashes
and sometimes not -- greenish eyes, similar to the color green in a streak of
the Northern Lights -- large dark pupils, never narrow. I don't believe these
mental images to be real angelic reflections; but they are my personal,
unconscious sense of what angelic eyes might appear to me to be, always with a
sense of silent, natural communication, always for positive communication.
That's how I remember the images. Why do I go on about these things? Why is the
spiritual/esoteric so important to me? I really don't know. I have my thoughts
(think all these years of blog postings), but I do not know. - rho
Post. - Amorella
You watched NBC and ABC News as well as
the second to last show of "Major Crimes". After looking at today's
post once again you more fully realize and have come to terms with having the
replications of your heart and soul and mind as female. - Amorella
Post. - Amorella
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