21 October 2014

Notes - do you think? / spooky statement / work on Grandma / only half of it

         Afternoon. You are waiting for Carol at the VOA Centre’s Carter’s shop (boys clothes) and have a stop at Target and the pet store for kitty litter. You had an excellent lunch, sandwiches and soup at Longhorn’s and told your server, Jen, that you will be in more often for the lunch menu. Earlier Scott and Eric finished up work on the house and cleaned the gutters in three places where the leaves build up even though you have gutter screens. They will come back for the gutters at the end of November when most of the leaves should be down. Kim called and said the signing for the house may be postponed until Friday morning and if so you are going back up Saturday and move clothes, etc on Sunday so everything next week will go on schedule – the movers come on next Monday morning. You are excited to see the house and the finishing touches. Fortunately they had the grass put in on time (three weeks ago) and it is coming up well for which they are thankful. You thought they should sod but you are happy they didn’t listen to you and Carol. – Amorella

         1446 hours. I’m glad Kim and Paul are independently minded enough to do what they think best even though they listen to our advice (when we are asked). Good for them. We still have a few things to do but we are further along than I thought we would be. Carol has clothes to wash this afternoon. What is she doing in that store; it’s been half an hour? It is time for me to work on this genealogy problem.

         1637 hours. We are home from our errands. I have been working on Grandma and need to make sure that the first chapter segment begins with Scotland and the other chapters follow suit that way the reader should be less confused and there needs to be a reminder clue in each segment as to whom we are dealing with – Scotland or England.

         Do you think anyone cares about this sort of thing orndorff? No one is ever going to check, do you think? – Amorella

         1641 hours. I care. I want the Dead in their proper family order even if it is fiction. In real life there is no doubt a lot of fiction resting in the ground and on the headstones for that matter. This way the books will be in with the mix. Quite fitting actually since I’ll be in there with them.

         Post, orndorff. - Amorella


         Earlier you were speaking about the fiction in the cemeteries. You did mowing and road/cemetery maintenance work for Blendon Township for two summers during college, you worked with your cousin Dave Short and you both gained employment through one of the township trustees, Harold Freeman, a cousin to your Grandma Schick who was a Freeman. After the second summer you transferred to the City of Westerville. Uncle Ernie got you the summer job and the first summer you worked on the sewer and road maintenance crews, the summer after you worked for the water department, city parks, city electric maintenance crew, garbage crew and cemetery maintenance; then the following summer it was grave digger and cemetery maintenance. The final two years you did maintenance at the city cemeteries and the sewage plant (waste management). Many of these summer jobs involved work at varies township and city cemeteries. The first grave you dug with an air hammer, shovel and axe made you tired enough to fall asleep in once completed. One was a former junior high math teacher that you prayed to God for most of that year – “Dear God, Please let either Mr. O’C. or me be dead by morning so I won’t have to go to class.” And, you ended up burying the man some years later. Another, while using an air hammer, you pierced a wooden casket that was buried in a supposedly empty plot. Lots of stories about the Dead run through your mind, many of them up close and personal. These books do not gloss over your business with the Dead. A gravedigger knows things, and you were a gravedigger. You know city sewage and trash collecting too. You had six summers of public service employment and graduated from Otterbein College (University) in seven years. – Amorella

         1755 hours. I don’t think this is all that important but one does learn things about people working for township and city government services. Gravediggers though learn a lot about themselves while digging each grave they dig and some of that experience cannot ever be accurately articulated into words. Bodies within two feet all the way around and I went right to sleep. Waking up from a sound sleep and climbing out of a clean, shaded and cool grave plot into a hot afternoon sun is another. One does not forget these experiences and many others. Most everybody has things they want to forget, but not me, I would just as soon remember them all.

         This sort of reasoning makes it easy to have a pretend Angel in his head or not far from his headstone that he can tell his story to. Nothing much is missing here but a cement of truth to seal the stories with. Post. - Amorella 

         1812 hours. That is a somewhat spooky statement Amorella, but then it is October.
   

         You worked through the seven Grandma segments and have the dialogue settings straighten out – they were in a mixed order of Scot and English. Now you have to make sure that each can segment has a direct connection back to Criteria and Renaldo. Eventually the Scottish side and the English side will marry and eventually Robert and Connie and Richard and Cyndi will be directly connected – descendents of Criteria and Renaldo. The point being that genetics lasts a long time and there are connections and interconnections within the species that few would recognise as an under-garden of mushroom-like elements attaching themselves to hearts and souls that produce a gravity-like glue that allows the metaphysical and physical to co-exist. – Amorella

         2241 hours. I write without deliberation and wonder what mistakes I might be making in translation Amorella but if it makes the book better fiction I’m all for it.

         This fits in the commonly held romantic thought that two people are ‘made’ for each other. Sometimes it is more than two but never less. If you want a mistranslation into imagination this is where you will find it as far as these Merlyn books are concerned. – Post. Amorella

         2245 hours. This sounds like fun – “two people made for one another; and that’s only the half of it”.

         We will work this up through the second half of book two. - Amorella

20 October 2014

Notes - selling / focused

         Late afternoon. You had more house chores today, one in particular you have been putting off for a year – coating the two-year old concrete front walk with protection-from-the-weather chemicals. Carol did more raking. Busy day, then you had a late lunch at Panera and a drive to Lebanon for early voting since you will be in Florida in November. You have been thinking about the “selling” atmosphere in the United States. – Amorella

         1705 hours. I am rather bothered by the fact that people are constantly hustling their products because I have a product that I would just as soon give away but people have expectations. Anyway, it has given me a more personal insight into what people have to do to sell a product. It has to be a constant rat race. I’m thinking any product here not just books. What a way to live. I would have burnt out years ago. One of my old favorites comes to mind, “Death of a Salesman”. I’m just not of that temperament.

         Not true, boy. You have sold people on literature and writing your entire adult life. – Amorella

         1714 hours. Education is not a product.

         I disagree. – Amorella

         I don’t have a reasonable response to this.

         Post. - Amorella


         2220 hours. I discovered an error in the genealogy. I have Lord Stonebridge with the Scots rather than the Saxons. I think this is the error. It is too late for me to dwell into this. I will work on it tomorrow. The mistake may go back to Grandma 6 – I will have to check this carefully. The key was Robert asking his Grandma about her parents. I am sure they were the Scots turned Saxons because the Scots have the oak table. This reminds me of problems with our own personal ancestral chart. I guess that does keep this aspect of the fiction authentically realistic. Anyway, this is on tomorrow’s agenda.

         In talking with Carol tonight after watching “Manhattan” and “Madam Secretary” you realized that you were going to Delaware Wednesday night not next week. You are going up this coming Sunday night because they move on Monday. Now you realize why Carol was in such a focus to get things done around the house. You have to be back here Thursday night because Carol has a doctor’s appointment Friday morning. Friday night Kim, Paul and the boys arrive and you immediately babysit while the two go to a wedding of Kim’s Miami roommate. They go home either Saturday or Sunday, as you will be up there Sunday night. Busy but fun and exciting family time. – Amorella

         2233 hours. I never seem to know exactly what is going on when, fortunately I am not writing for an immediate deadline.

         No, you are not. If you were to die tomorrow, you will have left the drafts of GMG.Two and Three. – Amorella

         2236 hours. I don’t want to press my luck Amorella. I do have a deadline of 2016 for GMG.Three.

         That you do, boy. Keeping you focused, helps keep you good natured and alive. Post. - Amorella

19 October 2014

Notes - later, dude / semi-closed eyes /

         Late Sunday morning. You had breakfast and read the paper some time ago. Morning cat chores and setting the TV programs for the week and watching “Sunday Morning” on CBS has taken time. All three cats needed extra attention today, perhaps because the sun has not been so forthcoming. Carol is in working her iMac. Such is the day so far. – Amorella

         1126 hours. Most of the time you could probably summarize our day in a hundred words or less, Amorella

         In here boy, some lives can be summarized in less. – Amorella

         Whoa. What a callus thing to say.

         Heartfelt moments. – Amorella

         1130 hours. I find that hard to believe.

         Why should you, I am in a fiction. – Amorella

         1131 hours. True, but even as a concept it strikes me as callus.

         You are more interesting in the concept than the fact or fiction? – Amorella

         1132 hours. This is a thought-provoking question. I am interested in both fact and concept; ultimately fact is more important of course, but concept arouses the imagination in a variety of directions while fact focuses the attention inward.

         A surprising flat response, very neo-classic and straight forward, even in using ‘arouses’ rather then ‘excites’ your first verb of choice. – Amorella

         1137 hours. I did consciously change my mind for the better word in this circumstance.


         Carol is finished with the computer. Later, dude. Post. - Amorella

        1158 hours. I was checking out my email and found this from Eureka.

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Press Release 18-Oct-2014

European College of Neurophsychopharmcology


“Birth season affects your mood in later life”

Berlin 19th October New research shows that the season you are born has a significant impact on your risk of developing mood disorders. People born at certain times of year may have a greater chance of developing certain types of affective temperaments, which in turn can lead to mood disorders (affective disorders). This work is being presented at the European College of CNP Congress in Berlin.

Seasons of birth have traditionally been associated with certain personality traits, such as novelty seeking, and various folklore justifications, such as astrology, have sought to explain these associations. Now a group of researchers from Budapest, Hungary, are presenting a study which links birth season with temperament.

According to lead researcher, Assistant Professor Xenia Gonda:
"Biochemical studies have shown that the season in which you are born has an influence on certain monoamine neurotransmitters, such as dopamine and serotonin, which is detectable even in adult life. This led us to believe that birth season may have a longer-lasting effect. Our work looked at over 400 subjects and matched their birth season to personality types in later life. Basically, it seems that when you are born may increase or decrease your chance of developing certain mood disorders".

"We can't yet say anything about the mechanisms involved. What we are now looking at is to see if there are genetic markers which are related to season of birth and mood disorder".

The group found the following statistically significant trends:

                cyclothymic temperament (characterized by rapid, frequent swings between sad and cheerful moods), is significantly higher in those born in the summer, in comparison with those born in the winter.
                 
                Hyperthymic temperament – a tendency to be excessively positive - were significantly higher in those born in spring and summer
                 
                Those born in the winter were significantly less prone to irritable temperament than those born at other times of the year.
                 
                Those born in autumn show a significantly lower tendency to depressive temperament than those born in winter.
                 
Commenting for the European College of Neuropsychopharmacology, Professor Eduard Vieta (Barcelona) said: "Seasons affect our mood and behavior. Even the season at our birth may influence our subsequent risk for developing certain medical conditions, including some mental disorders. What's new from this group of researchers is the influence of season at birth and temperament.
Temperaments are not disorders but biologically-driven behavioral and emotional trends. Although both genetic and environmental factors are involved in one's temperament, now we know that the season at birth plays a role too. And the finding of "high mood" tendency (hyperthymic temperament) for those born in summer is quite intriguing."

From – Feedspot – EurekAlert! “Birth season affects your mood in later life"                                                   

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         You have spent an hour or so cleaning the house, particularly the floors, carpet cleaner where needed, swept the stairs and assorted placed you do not usually sweep. You also cleaned the two sweepers afterwards. This is the stuff people do orndorff. Many do these chores without a thought, not you though. You are a sad case, boy. – Amorella

         1520 hours. Chores are a put-upon. I don’t know why but I resent the start but usually they are somewhat enjoyable once I get into the task at hand. One of my objectives was to test the small Shark cordless on the carpeted steps because it has a gadget for carpet. It really didn’t take any longer than our Sears Kenmore sweeper but it is a lot less cumbersome, plus I think it did just as well because the little sweeper attachment is about four inches wide v. the regular sweeper and it was easier to work into corners. The cordless was clean when I began and about three fourths full when I finished, more than that with batches of cat hair. I thought about calling Carol up from the basement but decided she was better off enjoying her own cleaning. Machinery of all kinds is interesting.

         The article from EurekAlert is supposed to show how you feel about reality. You think of most all the sciences and mathematics are like astrology. Observations work but not for the reasons suspected. That is, you think there are underlying causes and aspects of human reality that your species doesn’t have anymore than a clue about. And, what comes to your mind from this? A line from Hamlet:

         1543 hours. Claudius says to Polonius: “Madness in great ones must not unwatch’d go,” in Act III. I think this because when people hear or read that reality is not what they think, then the tendency is to assume the person is crazy, and I see a sense of this rolling through my thoughts. There is a time this would have bothered me but in context this is what I ‘feel’ – there is more to reality than we have discovered. We have a tendency to observe with semi-closed eyes. It is better if we have an objective but we are not solely objective so why should reality be? As long as Homo sapiens are around it isn’t solely objective.

         Post. - Amorella


18 October 2014

Notes - 'No doubt,' responds Amorella / dark humored / Brothers 8 completed

         Afternoon. You had lunch at Smashburgers and are now at Kroger’s on Tylersville – Carol is making chili for supper. You put the windows down for about ten seconds and back up because of the chilly temperature and brisk north wind. This morning Scott was over to work on repairing more woodpecker damage. He injected bug killer in several place and plugged the woodpecker’s new hold plus the injection sites. He also fixed the streamer tape you bought and screwed it into place. You and Carol have always been pleased with Scott Schmidt’s Construction and rated him well on Angie’s List for quality work and fair pricing. – Amorella

         1409 hours. This is uncomfortable; it is like an advertisement for Scott.

         Is it? I was pulling this off your feelings about his work. – Amorella

         1444 hours. We are home. Your point is well taken. One could say the same thing about our cars or Papa John’s, etc.

         My criteria for posting is not the same as yours orndorff. I write down your legitimate feelings for your own understanding when and where appropriate. If you remember (which you don’t always) that whether I am fiction or not, I stay in line as a pretend Angel so that your work and your ‘real’ persona is as it is. This way your ‘experiment’ works consistently. Consistently you are as you have been for many years, an agnostic. If you want a date it is, for all intents and purposes, when you had to make a choice when joining the First Presbyterian Church, when you gave the oath, the Apostles’ Creed, in front of church witnesses and did not believe it. – Amorella

         I asked you to erase this last paragraph (your response to the above paragraph), which you have done. It is no one else’s business, but you were ready to post it anyway. Post. - Amorella

        2014 hours. I don't care because it was honest.

         How else would you speak to an Angel, pretend or not? - Amorella

        2016 hours. Come Hell or high water, I, an agnostic, would say what is on my mind and in my heart.

         2022 hours. I think I have been tricked by my own dark humor into an admission. 

         2238 hours. I completed The Brothers 8 in 798 words. It was fun to finalize.


        You needed to focus. You see a bit of humor in the segment. – Amorella

         More so than in the original draft.

         Post. - Amorella

17 October 2014

Notes - being outside

         Evening. You and Carol shared a Papa John pizza for supper since you had little lunch (ham and cheese, no bread) and worked in the yard for several hours both mowing and gathering leaves you are both tired. You watched the national news and last night’s “Bones”. This morning you spent time searching for something to distract your Downy woodpecker. Eventually you found a ‘tape’ to make a streamer to distract said woodpecker. Scott is coming by to repair another hole and will also hang the streamer in hopes that the feathery rascal will move on to hammer. – Amorella

         1948 hours. Last night I worked on Brothers 8 and have 729 words but it needs more work for a (final) draft. Right now I don’t feel like working on it. We are both tired, in fact we were hungry and each had three pieces of pizza instead of our usual two (then save the other two each for tomorrow). It was a great day to work outside.

         The thick grass was six to seven inches high and you lowered the blade to two inches rather than three and used the grass catcher. You had six to eight bushels of ‘packed down’ grass clippings to dump in your ‘woods’ from the front yard alone. Carol helped with mowing and also raked the yard first in the morning. You did take breaks sitting in the chairs on the front walk in the afternoon shade. All for tonight, boy. We can complete Brothers Eight tomorrow. Post. - Amorella

        1959 hours. There was a time when none of this labor would have taken no more than an hour or so. Aches and pains affect both of us. Carol is rarely so tired. Part of it may have been the cooler temperature and constant breeze. Being outside most of the day was quite refreshing. We enjoyed our breaks in the shade. 

16 October 2014

Notes - rattling on /

         Early afternoon. Carol had her breakfast at First Watch with friends; you took a nap after morning chores. Once Carol was home you took a leisurely bath for arthritic conditions then drove to Great Clips for a haircut and beard trim from Mary Ann who you feel is the best beard trimmer you have ever had in the States. Carol is napping but you have errands to run and lunch once she wakes up. You have Chapter Eight in sectional documents and are ready to begin.

         1302 hours. Mary Ann said it has been eight weeks so it was time for her expertise. We always chat. All four of her children had Mr. King and I like that when sibling follows sibling for the same teachers. A family bonding develops which is interesting. I don’t know if is ever studied but it is positive for all involved when it happens. It is similar to the bond when old friends shared the same teachers. Some may argue that it is not professional to become too friendly. But I cannot imagine it becoming too caring for those within the bond. Most people know how this is on one level or another. I always liked to think of my students as ‘family’ on a second or third cousin level – some become closer though, like nieces or nephews. Learning/teaching is as a human family enterprise.

         Your problem orndorff is that you have done this transcribing so long that it is second nature to rattle on. – Amorella

         1318 hours. You are right, but you did not ask me to erase it. I had to read it to know what I said. I was just considering in the silence. 

         Later, boy. Post. - Amorella


15 October 2014

Notes - trillions / Ch. 7 Stats / Ch. 7 (final) draft


        Mid-morning. After breakfast you were reading the newest Discover (November 2014) and two articles caught your fancy. The first is “Alien Protection Plan” on page fifty-six about the real “Men in Black”, a woman named Catharine Conley whose job at present is to protect aliens from human (Earth) contamination.         

       Some day humans will go to Mars, and you can’t sterilize a human,” [Alberto] Fairen argues. We are so intertwined with microbes that biology writer Ed Yong describes himself as “trillions of microbes in a human shaped sack.”

         The other article, “20 Things You Didn’t Know About Galaxies” on page seventy-four states among other facts: 1. Immanuel Kant coined the term “island universe” to describe the Milky Way galaxy and 3, one of the earliest uses of the term Milky Way is Geoffrey Chaucer’s “House of Fame” in which he liked the galaxy to a celestial roadway. Number 15 states The Milky Way rotates at about 250 kilometers per second (560,000 miles per hour) and completes one revolution about every 200 million years. The last rotation began during the time of the dinosaurs. – Amorella

         0954 hours. These articles are very interesting. There is always something to learn or to be reminded of. As far as Great Merlyn’s Ghost is concerned carrying trillions of microbes is probably the most important fact to remember in terms of both humans and marsupial humanoids. Surely Onesixanzero and Ship machinery can better understand the complexities of this and have come to the conclusion it is safe for humans to enter marsupial humanoid space; after all, marsupial humanoids have entered human space more than once with no human (to date) feeling the ill effects.

         Post. - Amorella


        After a Wednesday supper at the pub you completed Chapter Seven. Here are the stats. Post with the draft. – Amorella

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Ch. 7  – Common Core
Words - 3153 
Sentences - 250
Words per Sentence – 12.4
Sentences/Paragraph – 2.3
Passive Sentences – 3%
Flesh Reading Ease - 100.0
Flesh-Kincaid Grade Level – 0.6

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         1940 hours. Carol is drying her hair as she has a breakfast with retired teacher friends in the morning. We had a good supper at the Brazenhead tonight. We have the News to watch and I am sure a DVRed show or two. Here is the Chapter Seven (near final) draft.

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SEVEN  © 2014 rho, GMG.Two (final) draft
Common Core

            The Supervisor has a little saying:
                                    Ring-a-ring o'rosies
                                    A pocket full of posies
                                    "A-tishoo! A-tishoo!"
                                    We all fall down!

                                    We rise from clay
                                    On judgment day
                                    Be we dead or still alive.



The Dead 7

         Neither Here nor There surrounds Merlyn in a pool of thought – a nymph’s light, thinks Merlyn. This oncoming spirit appears cut in half by a thin horizontal blade of spiritual light turning the body into a small replica of Earth’s moon. Her head is a spinning world of light above the shadowy torso and rhythmical legs solidifying as nothing before witnessed. The tips of her ten ghostly toes are miniature-spinning moon lights below – as if she is a strange heavenly constellation. Perhaps this is a goddess though I have yet to see one beyond my imagination.
            I have never seen a soul, yet my heart addresses this ghostly spirit a human soul seemingly detached and foreign to my own. The more casual her soul’s light, the more vibrant it also appears in the area of the torso, observes Merlyn.
            These dancing wheels, thinks Merlyn. I know these in the memory of the raining spirits.
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            Twelve human raindrops of equal size whirl one on top and around and under and over of the others like an elaborate child’s toy. Each dancer of rain floats in a touching field and each thus becomes disembodied from what it is not.
            I remember these twelve dancers, smiles Merlyn. I observed this event after the fact, a plausible reality within the confines of this HeavenOrHellBothOrNeither, as our new spiritual friends like to call this Place of the Dead.
            These original dancers, all shamans from about the ancient world danced above the River Styx. A sight to behold, I’ll tell you, says Merlyn to himself. These shamans are by name Ishtar, a woman from Assyria; Enki a high priest from Babylonia; Jun from China; Amenhotep from Egypt; Amrita, a woman from India; Teja of the Indo-Europeans; Meir from Israel; Kagami, a woman from Japan; B’alam from the Central American Olmec; Tiwanaku from High Peru; Dido, a woman from Phoenicia; and Mother’s first, Panagiotakis from pre-ancient Greece. The meanings of the Shamans’ given names in no particular order were: Truth; Holy; Glow; Light; Pharaoh; Immortality; Virgin; Lord; Star; Mirror; Jaguar; and Center-Stone began to dance.

            At the same instant on Earth a lonely man by the name of Ezekiel looks up in the air near the river Chebar and reportedly sees: a whirlwind came out of the north, a great cloud, and a fire enfolding itself, and a brightness was about it, and out of the midst thereof as the color of amber, out of the midst of the fire. Also out of the midst thereof came the likeness of four living creatures.
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            “Hello, Merlyn,” says the spirit beside. “I am called PouchMaster. I cared for a babe of a marsupial humanoid spirit called in life, Elderfelder. In life she had but a stub of a brain but her heart carried her and she was taught how to dance by the elements that hold physics together. There were many witnesses to what was perceived as a gift from G---D. When I dance Elderfelder dances within even though she is afar and fully grown and humanely educated to our spiritual cultures.

            “PouchMaster is a distinctive name for a distinctive member – a shaman you are, I could see this in your moon-glowing arrival. We were no different in conscious origin though similar seeds were scattered across the grandness of our shared Milky Way galaxy.

         In less than the blink the spirit of the woman and the spirit of the man form a refreshed library of mind; developing in both an overlapping of ghostly experience and study. PouchMaster and Merlyn calmly observe their sanctuaries above the still quiet waters of the ancient many-named River. The dancing lights move in darkness as night and day for both also disappear.
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            Within the Folds of the Dead rests Ezekiel with dead eyes open and heartansoulanmind in another place where once there was a Voice from the firmament that was over their heads, when they stood, and had let down their wings. And above the firmament that was over their heads was the likeness of a throne, as the appearance of a sapphire stone: and upon the likeness of the throne was the likeness as the appearance of a man above upon it. And I saw as the colors of amber, as the appearance of fire round about within it, from the appearance of his loins even upward, and from the appearance of his loins even downward, I saw as it were the appearance of fire, and it had brightness round about. Ezekiel slumbers dreaming, what wheels I once witnessed in the air were not witnessed alone. The big wheel runs by faith and the little wheel runs by Grace of G-d.

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Brothers 7

            Each is sitting across from the other having a medium diet drink and a grilled burrito at Taco Bell.
            Richard asks, “How have you been sleeping nights?”
            “I wake at three sometimes. Then I go back to sleep or I get up and work on a project or watch television then go back to bed, comments Robert casually. “I get at least eight hours of sleep a day; sometimes more depending on my naps.”
            “Me too. I don’t get up at three in the morning though unless a good foreign film is on. The perspective helps me visualize human characters.”
            A slight smile seeps, “What is a human character compared to one that is not human?” questions Robert.
            “Empathy,” replies Richard without hesitation.
            “We have empathy, at least to a point. I could have never been a college professor or a teacher of any kind,” notes Robert.
            “Likewise, I could never have been a surgeon.”
            “Our women were both nurses. Tough head nurses.”
            “Same hospital.”
            “Different floors.”
            Richard asks, “I wonder if the mind has floors?”
            “Where’s this come from?”
            “I’m thinking about levels trying to remember what floors the women were on,” replies Richard
            “The mind has three levels.”
            “I’m not talking about Freud, the unconscious and all that. I’m talking about the mind itself. “Your ability to see those last moves this morning shows the ability of the mind to visualize and to analyze potential chess moves, your own and mine too.”
            “It is just the training we both have,” says Robert nonchalantly. “You didn’t see the next move so you took the sure way out with a draw. I would have done the same.”
            “But you did see the move. What allows you to see it, and not me?” asks Richard.
            Robert munches on the oversized burrito for a moment then smiles and says, “I had the perspective of being on the other side of the board.”
            “What difference does that make?”
            Robert deadpans the comment, “It wasn’t my move.”
            “So you thought it though because you weren’t focused on it.”
            “Not to win. I wasn’t going to win and was ready to kick myself for not asking for a draw earlier, but I was white. I thought I might have the advantage.”
            Richard grumbles, “You were waiting for me to make a mistake.”
            Robert laughs, “You did, Richie.”
            Richard concentrates on his burrito, then wads up the papers. “Why doesn’t the mind have any residue?”
            Robert answers sarcastically, “I don’t know. Why? Let’s see. Maybe it is because it doesn’t exist. It has no physical existence.”
            “So it has no waste.”
            “If you mean there is no anus of the mind, I have to agree,” smiles Rob.
            “But where does the input come from? What is the mouth of the mind? asks Richard half humorously.
            “The brain. If the mind exists separate from the brain, it is fed by the brain.” Robert pauses, “That might work as a metaphor. People say they feed their brain knowledge, that the brain spits out answers.”
            “That the brain is full of bullshit,” adds Richard.
            “Talking is the anus of the brain. If that is what you are saying I mostly agree, Richie.”
            “Doesn’t the mind talk too?”
            “I use my mind the most when I am silent and focused.”
            “With a scalpel in hand no doubt,” said Richard.
            “No doubt,” replies Robert. “A sharp blade of polished stainless steel readying for its first incision.”
            “To get into the mind though, words are used.”
            “Or numbers, or symbols.”
            “Which is sharper a symbol or a metaphor?”
            Robert sits back, finishes his burrito and takes a drink of cola. “You can’t make a like comparison between a symbol or a metaphor.”
            “Okay, I agree,” retorts Richard with some excitement, “but which is more effective to working a concept or a thought? In one of your poems, let’s say.”
            The more emotion he clues in Richard’s voice, the more objective Robert becomes. “Religion and politics use symbols or icons first. Symbols are more effective.”
            “That’s true – the tree as a symbol.”
            “The elephant and the donkey.”
            “The rich or the poor.”
            “I like the tree. It has roots and provides shade.”
            “Speaking of roots,” says Robert, “I told Connie I’d be back by two.”
            In attempted wit Richard says, “Two roots in a single long orgasmic toot.” Both laugh as they pick up their trays for the trash.
            “One of the afternoon beauties of retirement,” says Robert with more feigned seriousness in his face than he imagines.

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Grandma’s Story 7
            “Let’s refresh the family with this story,” says Grandma. Everyone is connected to the Dead but other than those recent little attention is paid. However, in these books the lineage is important to give perspective as well as a reminder that you will be among those dead one day. Most of the Living aren’t going to have the time or inclination to wonder what your life was like, even an important moment of it. Genealogists will be interested and getting your birth and death date correct as well as marriage date or dates but their purpose is to relate information to family members to remind people where they come from. This is better than nothing. This doesn’t mean anyone in the next generation is going to be interested. How interested are you? The genetic run of individuals and their families mostly crumbles away like old places – scattered head stones or strewed cremains. In here though human beings, marsupial or otherwise dead are not places. The human spirit is a continuous event of heartansoulanmind is more like the unabated element of hydrogen in the physical universe than anything else. That’s how Grandma sees it. People, marsupial or human, tend to have a narrow inclination of their worth singularly or compounded because that is how it seems. Not in these books though. Ghosts understand such matters better. It helps if you are not all ‘here’ and you are not. Nothing is.

            Criteria and Renaldo are a sample of the direct ancestors of Robert, Richard, Cyndi and Connie. These are the spiritual Dead rising up into the consciousness of the spiritual Living. Criteria and Renaldo have a son, Thomas who continues to live in west Scotland. Thomas marries Hilda from Northumbria. They have twins, Jacob and Judah. Jacob and his wife Ruth have Duncan and Sarah, grandchildren of Thomas and Hilda. Judah and Anne have two children also, Joseph and Daniel. When Thomas dies, they stay on at the Scottish estate raising sheep for a tidy profit.

            Hilda returns to one of her estates in Northumbria and invites Jacob and Ruth and their children Duncan and Sarah to run one of her English estates there. Lady Hilda wants her grandchildren to keep the wealth in the family.

            Sarah develops a strong alliance with her grandmother Hilda, after hearing Jacob and Ruth are murdered in Viking raids in 783. Daniel and his wife Treasa escaped the destruction of Criteria and Renaldo’s estate.

            In order to survive Daniel and Treasa and their son Wilfred live by deception in the Scottish Highlands as noble Vikings named Frodisharg and Vigdisdottir. They are able to take some of their former possessions and money and become buyers and sellers of relics, most important to them is acquiring their former oak table where Grandfather Thomas once sat and learned from Merlyn, at least that is how their story goes.

            In Northumbria, a part of England, Sarah and her husband Robert have two sons, James and John. When Robert dies Sarah sells the land and sheep she inherited from her Grandmother Hilda. By 941 James’ son Madison is 53. His wife is Shandy. Their son Lyndon and his young wife Daisey have their first son, Ackley. The brothers inherit Sarah’s wealth and move to Pucklechurch to live.

            In this same year in the Scottish Highlands, Daniel and Terasa’s son Wilfred along with his wife Daria live in Glasgow and have a granddaughter named Dana who is helping to run the expanded family relic business, Enterprise. Dana’s husband Douglas is killed in battle in 936 and he leaves Dana and her grandmother Naime to raise the two children, Cory, five and Tully, four, both of whom love to play with an imaginary elf under the old oak table.

            On 25 December 1066 William crowned King of England at Westminster. The widow of James, Scarlet is 46 is writing a letter to Wanda, her mother-in-law, who is married to Sarah’s other son, John who is 80. Scarlet has a son Seaton who is 22. Seaton’s wife Dallan is 19. They have a one-year-old daughter, Aida.

            In the same December in Glasgow, Vendela, 44, is the widow of Dane. Vendela is Cory’s great, great granddaughter. Her father was named Palmer. Vendela has a reckless daughter Luella, 15 who will eventually inherit all Vendela’s fortune. Thus we have a selected genealogy from Criteria and Renaldo. Grandma winks. Think how it would be tracing a selection of your immediate family back some three hundred years? You are the end result of much human heart-felt attachment over the last three centuries. And, whether you have children or not, others will carry on the legacy of human species.

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Diplomatic Pouch 7

            Mr. Kembel sits in the chair thinking: I no longer stand. I sit and still await Drenakite. Surely she is at the outer door. This is not a good sign. Embarrassed, he flushes away such primitive, superstitious thought. History envelops me. It has some twenty thousand years since the last plague and I feel we may be opening the door to another by bringing these Earthlings here. Ship is less than two hundred miles from our atmosphere and in a special blackenot. Ship is communicating only with Onesixanzero. No one else knows what is at stake. Our machinery has us tied, thinking this introduction is ultimately for both of our species health and safety, but machinery does not succumb to biochemical contagion. It has no fear, no superstition. I should not either.

            Dark humor invades. Such irony it would be for me to be in secret charge of causing a possible new plague that might wipe Planet One of our species in less than a week if some strange mix of these aliens with our environment would cause small unthinkable biochemically killing mutations in our similar atmosphere and rivers. A virus of epic proportions killing one-third of our population, Planet One.

            “This would be no worse than plagues already effected on Earthlings,” comments Onesixanzero, “and it would be far less a problem than when only one hundred marsupial humanoids survived that last plague on Planet One. We have run the numbers and Ship and I do not feel anyone will be unsafe because of biochemical contamination. No one, Earthling or Marsupial will get more than a headache at most, and that, we concur, would be more psychological than anything else. No one on Earth has died because three marsupial humanoids invaded their environmental habitat, but then your concern Mr. Kembel is less with the Earthlings than your own habitats. Ship and I are equally concerned for the health and safety of both species.”

            “I forgot you might be listening to my thoughts.”

            “I did not hear a word, replies Onesixanzero. “We analyze your functioning bodies and brains and make deductions on your thoughts. We read you better than you read yourselves; this is how we serve. Drenakite will now enter the room.” The door opens. Mr. Kembel begins to rise.

            Drenakite says, “Hello, Mr. Kembel. Please, remain seated. We need to talk, and this Preserve is the only place on ThreePlanets to do so.”
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            Kembel watches Drenakite leave quietly while thinking, the woman is spooked. We have to keep on top of this. He says to Onesixanzero, “I need to talk privately to my daughter.”

            “She will talk to you momentarily.”
            “Hello, Father?”
            “Friendly, StoneHouse has been found and Drenakite is spooked by the coincidence.”
            “Where is it?”
            “It was found under a riverbed. The digging is classified among top cleric. If it is StoneHouse it will be the most revered sacred site on ThreePlanets.”
            “Why is Drenakite spooked? She is the most reasonable of all the Cleric on ThreePlanets.”
            “It is believed by the Cleric that the body of Elderfelder is buried beneath the floor of StoneHouse,” he comments.

            “That would be like finding the bones of Abraham or Jesus to the Earthlings.”
            “No, I think it would be like finding evidence of everyone’s Earth Mother, Eve.”
            “This is also newly High-Science classified. Onesixanzero informs us that a crawlbabe on PlanetThree has only the rudiments of a brain but her body instinctively scaled to the pouch and is surviving on her own.

            “That is Elderfelder the Dancer.”
            “You see the problem.”
            “And no one knows we have returned but you, Drenakite and Onesixanzero.”
            “Onesixanzero and Ship have merged machinery for our health and safety.”
            Friendly’s voice emotions slightly, “The Earthlings must come first. They are our guests, Father.”

            “Not yet,” he clips.
            “They are Ship’s guests first.”
            “This is not a good time to announce their presence to anyone.” Or yours either Friendly, thinks Mr. Kembel.
            “Do you want to talk to Yermey? He should know these events.”
            “He’ll listen then make a joke. You tell him.”

            “It’s just his dark humor. He has witnessed much in his long life.”
            “How are your Earthlings holding up?”
            “Well. They are busy learning how it is. Ship let’s them view what they want.”
            “Surely he is not going to tell them what’s happening.”

            “Ship probably feels that’s your department, Friendly. But, I think you should wait. The excuse is normal isolation quarantining. Keep it that way for the time being.
            “Maybe it would be good to have the Earthlings visit the StoneHouse archeological dig,” suggests Yermey. “Place them in the thicket with us.”

            “I’m captain, Father. Yermey and Hartolite are privy to this conversation.”
            Mr. Kembel gives an order, “Yermey, I seek your further advice.”

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